youAREstill`inmyheart

2010-03-04T02:58:00.003+08:00

MARCH MARCH!!!!!

HAPPY 20th months darling, we have been together for 20th months le.

haas. can you actually we can believe ((:

from 2008 to 2009 and now 2010.

LOLS. im happy with you thot sometime things doen't go our ways right?

iloveyouuu stupid girl. so small air just now. humpphh!!!

see youuuu tomorrow morning yea. haas

cant believe i haven sleep right?

i cant sleep and im bored so i come blog.

bleahs.

and what i didnt realised is i have been serving NS for 9months.

that long already haas. i plan to sign on as a regular.

because im interested with NPCO life which i didnt get at first when i POP.

cant sleep that why i blog at this hour.

went to look for "leona lewis" mtv and x factor 2006.

her voice is just so beautiful. simply like her singing and voice.

keep viewing her videos at youtube.

LOLS.

perfect!!! she was really great after all haas.

support her lastest album. "echo - i got you"

and weather suck nowadays. seriously.

arghhh!!! make my rashes worst only.

lucky my morning today is over haas.

tomorrow night shift can relax abit haas.

alright gonna be a short blog.

starting to feel sleepy now.

byebye!

2010-02-24T14:04:00.006+08:00

Photos Photos((:

Our dinner at mac

such a windy night.

A beautiful night with my loved.

snap shot!!! haas.

LOLS.

22feb'10

wake up around 11plus.
i have alot rest the day before haas.
keep sleeping and sleeping.
darling wake up text me.
asking whether im awake already not.
so i return her text by saying " yeah what time dear wanna meet me"
haas. she say meet 130pm .
so i went preparing, and went out around 115pm like that.
weather is killing me.
reach bishan interchange around 145pm.
wait for dear and she reach too in no time.
not bad. i don have to wait long long haas.
but what the matter with her today,
she bought a stupid so called "bling bling" hairband.
it really ugly and like small kid.
it really doesnt suit her. don you trust my taste.
keep nagging till she take down her "stupid hairband"
LOLS.

train down to vivocity first.
complaining im hungry and so is dear.
reach vivo we went to candy empire if im not wrong.
i brought some chocolate for darling. hhee
it nice hors ((:
and we went carl's to have our lunch.
the burger was small not worth it. but it damn full one!! haas.

went shopping around after our lunch.
saw her frens at GV!! she keep disturbing him.
yeah!! her frens is so shy haas.
enter any shop dear wanna shop. haas.
i have fun!! iloveyouuuuu.

we find it bored soon after.
den we decide to go to city hall for suntec and marina sq
we bought ice-cream from a shop at city link.
forget the name haas.
we used to eat last time. it been long we didnt eat ever since im enlisted.
it been long we went shopping together.
im sorry darling i know im busy with my work and bike practical.
but now im done with my practical already.
left TP!

reach suntec wanna look for UniQlo but too bad we cant find one.
den we went to carrefour i play piano for awhile there .
but i forget every single note.
look for any nice DVD show to watch too.
and den we went to "auntie anne's"
it nice first time eating. $7.00 for a biscuit and drink"
worth it only for the biscuit. LOLS.

went to marina sq after that.
went to a games shop.
where people hook their bear and drop it into the hole one.
LOLS.
dear saw a kid demanding from her parent.
not local, but dear just wanna hook the bear out for the lil cute girl.
too bad we don have coins. the lil girl left soon after.
went arcade rounding, haas.
continue shopping around. and it 815pm i remember.
we went for our dinner at mac.
didnt know what to eat at first.
anyway no matter what i enjoy that day((:
after we finish our dinner,
we went to somewhere open the chat and smoke.
chat chat while the wind blowing at our face.
i love the enviroment.

around 10plus we went toilet before heading to city hall mrt.
what took you so long dear!!! stuck in the toilet almost 15minutes.
arghhh!! taking photo right. idiot!! make me wait so long.
took rebound train.
a kiss for dear when she reach bishan.
see you soon baobei.
iloveyouuuu enjoy uhs?

im glad to see you smile((:
let go somewhere else next time.
seaside right. hhee.
imissyouuuuu girl. see you tommorrow after my night shift today.

2010-02-19T21:21:00.002+08:00

me and mummy((:

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!!
had a nice new year man.
ang bao ang bao wahahahahaha((:

13feb'10

new year eve. after finishing my night shift went home straight
and then to my grandma house.
super tiring.
i sleep throughout the journey to hougang.
went shop for new year food once i reach there.
went back to grandma house eat my lunch and slept for 3hour.
before cousin grismond reach and wake me up .
it been so long since i saw him.
we chat alot that day!! quite enjoying.
chatting about our life sharing car and bike experience.
LOLS .
hope he get his car licence soon.
den we can go rounding already haas.
den have our dinner together!!!! but wasted didnt took some photos this year.
grismond left early that evening.
went back home soon after.

14feb'10

HAPPY NEW YEAR and HAPPY VALENTINE!!!!!
such a coincidence this year valentine landed on new year itself.
LOLS .
managed to meet dear early in the morning.
went to bishan her house to bai nian.
and of course collect ang bao hhee!!! ((:
after that we went to mother's side at amk.
eat our lunch, bai nian and play BLACKJACK!!
at first me and dear manage to win but in the end our profit it only like $2 dollars
ok lahs, not bad already. it better den losing.
getting ang bao there really fun!!! haaaas.

in the evening we went to father's side at hougang.
super near my grandma house. haas.
went there to have our dinner and of course lahs!!!! collect ang bao.
it abit dull there compare to amk.
amk side more laughter and fun.
but it ok lahs. both side is nice to me.
around 9plus dear's dad fetch me back to amk so i take train easier.
ang bao alone for that day $190 already lehs.
alot for me. LOLS.
gonna save for my bike down payment.

15feb'10

have to wake up early again.
so many days didnt really have a good good rest!!! arghhh!!
went down to sembawang my uncle shop.
to pray for "tai shui" and bai nian haas.
went down to grandma house again. bai nian to my family.
waiting for dear to come in the evening.
grismond leave around 12plus leaving me alone.
watching tb and all the programs not nice!!!!
it like a boring!
slack went rounding with aloysius my another cousin.
smoke chill talk cock .
play BLACKJACK again. lucky me! i win the most $6
eat our dinner and went home.

let talk about my small lil cousin.
grismond's brother darryl.
sighs!!! heard stories about them.
imissthem. i miss hanging out with them like we used to be every weekend
heartache is all i felt.
long long story!!
every family had it own stories and problem lahs.
we cant really put our hand into it.

16feb'10

me and dear decided to bring darryl out for the day haas.
we meet him around 3plus .
actually watching movie with alfred de.
but his booking time so early.
cant make it. so no choice me and dear went down to amk,
as dear slept over at my house the night before((:
iloveyouuuu.
first we went to buy our movie ticket.
" PERCY JACKSON - the lightning thief"
nice show((:
went arcade after that. had fun i suppose.
chat with darryl and hope he felt relax and enjoy with us.
went to see games for PSP. eat sumo house.
it was fun with dear and darryl that day. haas
after the movie we went home separately.
darryl had to meet up with his dad. have no ideas where.
went home to rest as the next morning have my prac practice and lesson after that.

17feb'10

wake up in the afternoon.
met up with jie a BBDC!!!! smoke and we went for prac practice.
because the next day we taking our 8.01.
our final and last prac before our TP at march 29
everything goes well and smooth.
went for the lesson. super boring.
but no choice have to complete everything before TP.
as normal went home and rest after prac and lesson.

18feb'10

wake up early AGAIN!!!! have to go down to division for our in-service
had our new year so-called lunch there.
seriously!! the foods SUCKKKKKKKKKK!!
not a single dishes is edible.
i thot cant go home after the lunch.
and it already 2pm.
and then we were told that we have to pay a visit to new changi prison and CGH!
some sort like rounding!!! no need get off the car.
stupid uhs??? lucky i manage to get back home in time and rest awhile,
before going for my prac 8.01
meet jie xiong at cck 715pm.
alight at bukit gombak, have been going there frequently for the past 2months.
LOLS.
super nervous when the test was about to start!!!
but lucky me! everything went smoothly.
and i got 14points. super happy that i pass.
but jie xiong not so lucky 2 immediate failure and 28point.
arghhh!!! hope he pass the next time round.
it really stressed. LOLS
heng everything is over only left with my TP!
i've finally complete my prac.
when i know i pass first to call is my dear.
LOLS .
told her that i pass and im so so so so happy. haas

19feb'10

went for work. and it morning shift.
lucky it over. night shift tommorrow. ((:
more relax somemore is saturday. LOLS.
dear dear imissyou lors.
lucky tmr cant meet u before i start work.
monday we go vivo shop alright. ((: i cant wait.
let chat tonight.
iloveyouuuuu ((:
shopping shopping with u my loved.

to be continue................................................

label: lucky me!! things wouldn't go so smooth and well without u around.

2010-02-07T22:17:00.001+08:00

nice girl's generation

2010-02-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

nice NSR 150((:
should i ? haas.

5feb'10

after my night shift .
meet dear at admir bus stop . haas .
idiot she was so late again can .
im dead tired by then.
den went home to have some rest before i got my prac 7.01 at 8pm.
when BBDC about 6.50pm like that .
so nervous for that prac. U TURN kinda hard .
alot of cars, 100minutes for the lesson we manage to turn only 3times.
less right . arghh!!! . 7people attend the prac.
only one person pass . the instructor want everything to be so perfect.
it ok. learn from mistake . so i book this coming wed.
i will pass this time round .
after my prac, me and dear wait for jie xiong.
he still stuck at 6.01, spent almost $100 for that prac.
so sway can he. LOLS .
at about 11.15pm we went to wait for our bus 187 back to woodlands.
went to eat after we reach woodlands.
we saw danny. LOLS .
so coincidence!! so long since we met him.
so we chat and eat together before we went home.
reach home around 1am in the morning.
shower and pack up cab down to bishan.
staying over at dear's house . super long never go her house le.
watch tv till 5am before we went to sleep haas .

6feb'10

wake up around 3pm. so damn tired!!!
have a nice sleep there .
prepare and dress up went for our late lunch.
dear's sister going with us to shop for our new year clothes.
we went city hall first ,
after i brought my clothes and jean we went bugis.
the crowd is SUPERB. super load people.
i hate squeezing around there .
but lucky dear and her sister managed to get what they want FAST!!!
went down to amk for my shoe, where i always brought from.
after that we went home.

7feb'10

arghh!! stupid, got to work today!!
so boring but slack.
haas . OC loo leng guan also on long leave.
POWER PAC ahs!!
tomorrow my BIRDDAY!!! old don wish to celebrate anymore.
haas .
ok i shall stop here.
a short one((:

baobei baobei! see you on tuesday alright .
anxious and let enjoy that day ohs . weeeee ~
iloveyouu.

2010-01-31T14:49:00.010+08:00

i miss my long hair.
year 2008-2009

recently at ipoh ( cameron highland )

ths trip i can say it not bad, food there are much more nicer den singapore .
LOLS .
weather wise, it the same.
except when we're at cameron highland.
super windy and cold. nice weather to go shopping on.
super tired preparing steven's wedding.
congrat to steven((:
quite fun not bad.
full details and photo i'll update in my facebook.
too much to upload here haas .

hmms finally monday 9.55pm my prac 6.01
wahahahas. anxious!!!!
really cant wait to have a bike.
dad say he will give his bike for me to ride.
LOLS.
new bike, that great can save some money first before buying myself a bike.
SYM EXCEL II. hope the bike isn't that ugly.
wahahahas.
i book my TP on 29march. left with 3prac to finish.
6.01, 7.01 and 8.01
damn a;fred he finish everything. so fast.
left me and jie xiong only . haas .
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!

night shift tonight im super tired.
arghh, just let time pass faster.
OHSSS! alfred going enlistment this coming tuesday.
can see he cant wait for the time to stop. haas.
i know how he feel now. i've been throu that before.

dear imissyou. remember i say before.
it always to miss someone i love.
takecare and jiayou.
see you real soon .

** wedding dress **
by TAEYANG (SOL FROM BIGBANG)
nice song and i love his dance((:

2010-01-17T12:05:00.005+08:00

Yamaha X1R mod.
nice spark ((:

WAHAHAHA!!! passed my prac 5.01 today.
i booked 8am today . only left this session.
so no choice have to wake up early today .
and im going alone . alfred and jie xiong also different time .
i 8am alfred 12.20pm and jie xiong 2.10pm.
anyway goodluck to them too! ((:

went there by train today .
instructor cheong today, a fierce one . haas.
stressed! went warm up our bike. ((:
did quite a number of mistakes today .
but lucky still manage to pass . so happy .
get to know some friends here and there .
so that there's someone to talk to, not so stress.
woooo! going 5.02 after my ipoh trip this coming tuesday .
7D6N there. coming back on monday morning .
finally can get to relax and put everything aside first .
when im back got to work and have my prac again .
hope to get my license this coming march/april.

yea, im shock colin tag me .
it been so long since we met.
and i miss you guys tooooo! when basketball again uhs?
thank ahs bro. when i got my license we can hang around already.
takecaree too((:

going darling's house tmr after my morning shift .
if not cant meet you up for almost a week .
i guess you must be missing me alots when im not around uhs ?
LOLS .
baobei baobei i'll miss you load too when im at ipoh .
still remember when we just got together?
im at ipoh too haas . wait for my return alright .
iloveyouuu precious .
and thank darling for your presents. i like all of them.
esp the clothes and the wallet . come a kiss for you!
HAHA!
BAOBEI JIAYOU! for your work today ok?? ((:
sweet, see you tmr.

alright going to have some rest now.
bye bye!

label: i dont wanna lose someone like you.

2010-01-16T09:36:00.003+08:00

a short one today!!!
suddenly have the mood to blog .

arghhhh!!!! so tired after night shift .
but i enjoy yesterday night . LOLS .
it khairi's birthday, and our guard commander ALIF!
treated us pizza for our dinner . it nice . ((:
time flied yesterday too, haas .
cause the OC ops was on leave . super slack and relax.

bad luck bad luck, wanna go home but before that i had to change .
and i cant open my locker .
the number actually restart . arghh! .
went to find team B OC ops. TROUBLESOME .
but in the end, ben help me unlock the locker .
finally can go home in peace!

have to go for my prac at 12.20pm
so i can rest now. zzzzzz
just wanna finish everything fast but smoothly .
a record of failing 4times. so sad .
haas . sway lahs .
sometime it depend on the instructor you got .
hope later can goodluck abit later. LOLS .

DARLING! imissyouuuuuuuuu .
you must have enjoyed your chalet with your cousin yesterday uhs?
rest well and see you in the afternoon((:

alright. to be continue ..............

2010-01-15T16:30:00.004+08:00

Lights Off - jay sean

I^,m sick and tired of being sick and tired
It^,s you that I^,m missing
It^,s like my brain is wired up
and there^,s a glitch in my system
You^,re like a drug and now my blood won^,t stop itching
I^,m in critical condition
someone let me out of this prison
It^,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I^,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can^,t see at all (no, oh no)
can^,t see at all (at all)
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

I don^,t understand how one minute I just had it all
now I can^,t reach you cos I^,m tied up with this straight jacket on
I can^,t breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe)
I can^,t see (see, see, see, see, see, see, see)
It^,s like my mind is playing tricks on me lately
I could of sworn that you are still my baby
I^,m on a merry-go-round
going around, driving me crazy

That^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can^,t see at all (no, oh no)
can^,t see at all (at all)
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

Used to see my world in color girl
when you left me it^,s like my world turned gray
turn my winter into summer girl
why won^,t you help me turn night to day
I can^,t eat, I can^,t sleep, I can^,t think at all
honestly it feels like I ain^,t living no more
can^,t say no more, can^,t see no more

Baby that^,s why it feels like
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
won^,t somebody, anybody
please just turn the lights on
I won^,t take one step
I can^,t see what^,s coming next
losing you is like somebody just turned all the lights off
can^,t see at all (at all, at all, at all)
can^,t see at all (no, oh no)
can^,t see at all (at all)
cause it^,s like somebody just turned all the lights off

2010-01-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

BACK again((:
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010.

13sept'10

dear come to my house the night before after her work.
accompany her to have her supper KFC .
i didnt eat just sit and watch her eat haas .
chat awhile before we went to bed together .

wake up around 10plus, prepare to go for my prac 4.01
don wanna late again so ask dear prepare faster haas .
den went out to take 187 to BBDC .
dear start telling me those bad luck signs .
arghhh! i fail 4 time in a row .
got to pass only the 2nd attempt. stress!!!!
but lucky to pass this time in a pathetic way .

cab home because dear was so anxious for the SAKAE SUSHI!!!
LOLS .
yea, it been long we both had sushi together .
went home shower and went to causeway .
brought our movie ticket "avatar" at 6.05pm
WOW! after we finish eating we can even walk.
because we were so so full . haas .
idiot dear go order the salmon sushi, and complain it not nice .
cant finish it, so i help her by eating the rice .
she eat the salmon . i HATE salmon can!.
i had fun . ((:

go smoke after our sushi, change $ to ringgit .
because im going to ipoh next week .
attend steven wedding there haas .
will be at ipoh for a week .
which mean i cant meet dear for that week .
imissyou!!! seriously . you didnt know how i feel .
that why u say i don miss you and everything .
do you really really know what im thinking?
no matter how i tell you, i bet you believe it .
i have to attend the wedding because it a big day for steven.
he have been taking care of me when i work with him .
2yrs plus i've been working under him .
so i have to be there, to give him my blessing .
and of course thank him for taking care of me.
i hope you understanding . ((:

hmms, the avatar was fantastic . a worthwhile movie to watch!!!
5 star rating . LOLS .
those who watch it should have the same thought as me, i guess .

14sept'10

work morning shift . was so bored already .
nothing new for my vocation .
because im doing the same old things over and over again everyday .
im sick of it seriously .
still have 1yr plus to spent at there .

15sept'10

night shift today .
better to work at night . don know maybe not that stress .
but it tiring . super tiring to work overnight .
anyway im used to it already .
tomorrow after work have to go home and change.
having prac 4.02 in the afternoon with alfred and jie xiong .
different prac for the three of us .
after sat maybe can book on sun!
and i have to stop for 1 week. i guess when im back both of them will be ahead of me.
alfred is damn fast, not even a month he reach 5.02 this sat .
it ok lahs, hope he can faster finish .
as he have to serve his NS for the next coming month .
2FEB'2010 . Civil Defense .

Label: Please don take my word lightly, because i mean what i said seriously .

2009-12-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

How To Break A Heart - Westlife

Since you’re not worth my love
I haven’t given up
I’m stronger than that
(I’m stronger than that)
And though my heart will break
I’m takin’ back my faith
Cos right now my world is spinnin’ too fast
But you won’t be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn’t hurt me so bad
You gave me the world

Chorus:
Gave me the world to take it all away
All you left me was yesterday
And this space in my heart
Now it's slowly tearin’ me apart
I'm takin’ all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I’ll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2 

I’ll make it through this pain
My dreams won’t call your name
I’m stronger than that
(I’m stronger than that)
Cos I still know how to love
Know that will be enough
And this moment will fade into the past
You won’t be the end of me
If you were the one you wouldn’t hurt me so bad
You gave me the world

Chorus 
I'm takin’ all that I learned from you
I'll make it something I’ll never do
I can't be who you are
You taught me how to break a heart x 2 
I’m taking back my faith
I’m taking back my life
I don’t care for who you are
Cos you taught me how to break a heart
How to break a heart
How to break a heart
Cos you taught me how to break a heart

2009-12-22T15:23:00.004+08:00

i've been trying so hard, but you dont see it .
you put something in between us, to stop me reaching out for you.
and that your words, it left me unreachable for you .

19dec'09

went RTL 1.01 lesson after my night shift .
im dead tired already .
i book the wrong time and date .
i miscalculate my schedule.
finish work at 6am, and my lesson is at 8am
went down woodland meet up with up with my brothers .
den we train down together .
we were just in time .
the instructor is kinda lame and crazy .
anyway the lesson is boring too .
only some point we need to take note of .
after lesson went back to woodland .
alfred and jie xiong went for haircut .
and i went home to rest because i have basketball in the evening .
get to sleep for only 3hour . thank to alfred and jie xiong .
come back make the hell load of noise .
arghhhh! . so tiredd .
went down basketball at around 6pm and the sky is dark .
lucky it didnt rain.
went 850 and it was dead quiet till 8pm .
play till 9plus went home as i have practical the next morning .
rest after i reach home .

20dec'09

wake up and accompany jie xiong home to change,
before we went down to BBDC .
our practical 1.02 start at 12.20pm
the weather was scotching hot .
but it start to rain when we just wanna start our prac .
got on the raincoat they provided . and our prac start .
i guess the weather is playing with us .
it rain not just even for 5minutes .
and the sun came out again. =.=
instructor ask us to took out our raincoat again .
that was not fun, we were already sweating like hell . (free flow)
this prac we learn how to change gear1 till gear3
it kinda hard at first, but me and alfred manage to get the momentum.
went bigger circuit on that day too .
but not for jie xiong, he's fcuking funny .
don even know what is neutral gear after we gone throu our first lesson on last wed.
he fail his prac 1.02 .
7people attend only 3 passes, kinda stress .
prac end at 2pm we went booking our next prac 1.03 on wed night .
went back woodland again and took 161 to grandma house .
celebrate my sister and cousin BD .
it been long since i went to grandma house.
the last time was a week before i POP .
slack there eat and went home at night.
went down bishan with dear.
sleeping over at her house that night .

21dec'09

meet up with mummy as we were heading down to bugis .
went there to pray pray and eat .
the ramen noodle is worth eating . it nice . ((:
shop shop around and mummy bought some sticker for me,
to decorate my helmet . haas .
after that we went smoke before heading down to somerset.
we were so sway . dear got caught smoking by NSA .
WTH!!!!!! we shouldn't had stop to smoke .
they took down dear's particular and warn her not to smoke.
in the public as she's below the age of 18 .
being affected by this things we took the wrong train.
LOLS .
SWAY AHS! .
went somerset bought the honey dear wanted to .
went city chain to buy my sister birthday prez .
as she want a watch for her BD prez .
it already 5plus going 6pm.
went back to woodland to buy the *bodyguard and assassin .
we got the ticket and it start at 9.50pm .
so we went home first.
the show is not nice . it bored and suck .
for the whole 2hours show, donnie yen is not out even for 30minutes i guess .
his action part fail to impress us. in the end he got knock down by ferrari .
LOLS .
it seriously disappointed .

22dec'09

later had to work again .
and it night shift . tmr morning come home and rest before my prac at night .
hope everything goes smoothly for me and alfred .
den we can advance to 2.01.

there something i don wish to say and explain anymore .
we were both tired i guess .
i find no point explaining anymore .
no matter how i try i wont be the guy u first know again .
everything change . it not only me who're changing but you too .
i guess i have all blame on me already.
anyway it fine . im used to it.

2009-12-08T19:48:00.002+08:00

can we still be that sweet?
i promised i will hold on to your fragile heart always .
i will never let go my hand .

im so remorseful reading your blog darling .
maybe i haven been treating you good like how i did in the past .
i have been bad to you recently .
im really sorry .
your blog is touching, tear filled up my both eyes .
dear you remind me of our past .
our sweet and happy story, in the beginning .
the feeling is so strong thot we're like stranger .
i love the feeling being with you .
time flied and we've been together for 17month le .
not as happening as before, but i trust my heart .
it still conquer by you . it all you! .
iloveyouu iloveyouu and i really love youu .
yes yes!!!!! your smile is simply attractive .
OMG! . your smile hook everything off me . ((:
i love what you did for me toooooo .
too many to said here, this 17month im glad you there for me.
your sweetness, your craziness, your stupidness
i cannot forget every moments i've spent with you .
i simply love you.
so deep into it .
i hope to hug you now, look into your cute teeth and speak to you .
you're beautiful to me always .
you should know everything you've is the best i got from you .
nothing and noone can compare with you.
haas.
imissyou . yeah so much .
dear thank you for giving me the chance to be with you
loving you and everything .
and my confinement . it really gonna be hard without you .
it been 6month i've been in army(police)
you never leave me alone before .
waiting for my return every weekend .
it sweeten my heart, brighten my days.
it so sweet to think of that .
let work hard together alright? ((:

2009-12-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO .
finally finish my two morning shift which is very very tiring .
14hour of work i can say .

monday - 30nov09
monday blue! and it a very very busy day to work on .
so many people coming and out.
alot movement is there.
and then kelvin keep saying that people are coming in for movie haas .
the movie is " how to sniff more glue "
LOLS .
he's an idiot .
weather not that bad .
around 8plus our shift is taken over by team bravo .
reach home half dead haas .

tuesday - 1dec09
arghhh!!! the weather was bad .
super super humid .
i drink water like free flow only .
keep going to canteen to buy drink .
haas . but lucky i two time SCR with kelvin .
today working night shift again .
haas .
can slack abit cause there 7man power .
compare to the past few days only have 6.
hope time passes fast tonight .

finally i change my blog skin haas .
tagboard too .
theme - black and white .
im feeling stress up, unhappy and moody .
kinda lose faith in whatever i did now .
i don know .
maybe the best way is to avoid???
sighs . am i really a change man?
and if that the true, but how and why .
seriously . i've been trying very hard .
but i didnt know that i was so bad till yesterday .
yeah! things is never the same anymore .

work work work and save money .

2009-11-29T10:11:00.003+08:00

OMG!

just come back from my night shift. arghh!
so damn tired, tomorrow is my second off but have to cover shift for charlie.
because they going oversea trips.
working mon - morning, tues - morning and wed - night
but we have off on 19,20,21 on dec.
endure first uhs?? haas.
everyone's getting busy with their life, including my bmt buddy .
now never contact with anyone of them . kinda miss them and my squad 33
division is alot different from tracom.
they bond between friends in division and tracom is far lots different .
haas, people come and goes in your life .
but the memories is always there .
there one picture which is style haas .

taken few day before our POP!
we had load fun haas .
simply miss them .
those with timing life is no longer going to happen,
those fearing that we have to fall-in in the middle of the night,
because of some stupid people doing silly thing .
the 9pm water parade
(duty honour country echo company)
LOLS .
changing parade and 90/45
wahahahahahas.
now i have to wait for my ORD only .
still have 1yrs plus haas .
hmms yesterday went bbdc with alfred again .
accompany him to enroll. damn him didnt bring ic along last thursday.
we book our first basic theory lesson next sunday
i have already taken my leave . ((:
no matter what i have to get this bike licence .
saving money to get myself a bike after i pass my TP!.
woo ~ *spark

baobei i didnt forget you of course .
i miss you so many can !.
didnt chat 2night le uhs? miss me right haas .
sorry that friday night i having fever have to rest early .
because i don wanna take mc .
i wanna take my corporal rank faster haas .
yesterday night working night shift so no time too .
let chat tonight if possible ok? haas .
don worry about the sales of your product .
the xndo* product is hard to promote, i work retail before
so i know the product, but you manage to sell a few pair is good enough.
JIAYOU lahs! i think dear left 3week working for that company .
endure and jiayou like how you encourage me . ok?
iloveyouuuuu! haas .
i hope to meet up with you soooooon!.
go shopping watch movie and chit chat together .
i miss those days you know not?
i promise once i got my bike licence i'll bring you go eat your prata ok?
wahahahahas .
hmms anything you wanna eat, because you always change your mind .
so now you must plan hao hao first . LOLS .
baobei how you find these song - lil eddie - statue?
super nice uhs?
now i wanna go rest, you just have to wake up and go to work .
sighs! BAOBEIIIII IMISSYOUUUU ((:
alright going sa awhile before i rest .

to be continue . .. .. .. .

2009-11-26T23:08:00.006+08:00

(Oh Yeah, Oh Yeah, Yea Oooh, Yeah)

When a day is said and done,
In the middle of the night and you're fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
Telling myself I'm the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life (life).
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When I'm still trying to get my act right.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I don't see, what I have to offer.
I should've been a [season], guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know you're my Miracle?

I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when I'm lost for words,
Everytime I disappoint you,
It's just cause I can't believe,
That you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Don't wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)

Ask myself why are you even with me,
After all the shit I put you through,
Why did you make It hard ...?,
It's like you're living and I make you,
But babe your love is so warm It makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What Is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I don't see, what I have to offer.
I should've been a [season], guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know you're my Miracle?

I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen In my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when I'm lost for words,
Everytime I disappoint you,
It's just cause I can't believe,
That you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Don't wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)
And you're so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Don't wanna lose you, never. (Stuck like a statue)

Every single day of my life I thank my lucky stars,
God really had to spend extra time, when he sculptured your heart.
Cause there's no explanation, can't solve the equation.
It's like you love me more than I love myself.

I'm like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when I'm lost for words, (Statue)
Everytime I disappoint you, (Babe you're my Statue)
It's just cause I can't believe,
That you're so beautiful. (Girl you are the reason, )
Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living, )
Don't wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (You're so beautiful)
And you're so beautiful. (And I want you to feel It)
Stuck like a statue. (Cause so bad I'm needing)
Don't wanna lose you, no. (You're the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (You're so beautiful)

When a day Is said and done,
And In the middle of the night you're fast asleep, my love

I'm the luckiest man alive.

iloveyou precious . ((:

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HHELLLLLOOOOO! ((:
it been long since i update my blog .
so lazy and of course busy with my life now .
haas . posted to "F" division at yck .
didnt get what i want for my vocation.
sighs, it was really disappointed at first .
but now im used to the vocation i have now,
it fun haas because my team alpha buddy is kinda crazy .
7 of them - alif, abas, khairi, azmi, faizal, benson and kelvin.
2 going ord on next month . no more jokes haas .
FAST! . and i just started only .
still have 1yr plus them haas .
waiting for my corporal rank only .
and im still learning who to salute, it really a headache .
hmms tomorrow have to wake up early for morning .
let have fun tomorrow again .

baobei ahs baobei...
she's working too now . which mean we've lesser time together .
imissyou can . yesterday darling come to my house after her prom night .
haas . we went 7-11 to buy some supper to eat .
slept around 3plus in the morning . haas .
sorry i know you didnt slept well yesterday .
today rest early yea . ((:

dear's work not smoothly too .
heard load complain from her . poor thing uhs?
no choice ehs, work is like that .
let JIAYOU alright haas .
aiyos waiting for alfred to enroll for our bike license .
i wanna faster take and go throu everything .
and den i can have my license . wooo~
hope next year may like that can have my license already .
gonna own a bike myself .

i miss my bmt buddy .
it been a month we pass out .
didnt really contact . arghh! .
i guess all busy with their life, going to drag them out someday haas .
time flied.

imissyou, my girl.
to be continue . ... ... ... .

2009-11-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

Jay Sean (feat.Lil Wayne) - Down

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

You oughta know,
Tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show,
I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind, cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely,
Even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be,
Come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey,
Turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

Baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely.

woooooooo. nice song .
lazy to blog haas . sa with darling now .
coming back .

2009-10-03T02:08:00.004+08:00

imissthepast, everything about the past .
did i really change or do you?
sighs .

me..... i didnt know how to put it, the feeling is no longer there .
maybe there too much gap between us now .
what linger in my mind was the past .
seriously nothing can bring back to what we used to have .
like you told me, environment changes everything .
i don know whether i can face it, or even our love is strong enough to make it .
alot of misunderstanding standing between us .
conflict occur every now and then .
what have really happen .
didnt have the chance to chat with you nicely .
the night which i have you by myside is no longer there .
i need someone to talk to, to share with .
im stressed, i guess same goes to you .
you didnt know what i really need, neither do i know what you want .
sighs .... are we really coming to the end .
trying to struggle to make this relationship perfect, but it seem we have make it even worst.
it our 15month together today .
it doesnt seem happy or even enjoyable too .
you were sleeping soundly and yet i cant even close my eyes .
every weekend i come out from my camp, i dare not sleep .
because i don wanna lose even a sight from you .
not even a inch.
imissyou. i miss the closeness and the smile we had in the past .
but you're tired .
you cant accompany me till very late now .
im scared every weekend when im out,
i guess you do notice that i keep asking you are you tired, girl?
you say "no" you wanna accompany me, but once you lie on your bed.
it doesnt show what you say .
you cant make it through the night with me .
not anymore i guess . sighs .

sighs. i told you that you've change, the attitude and the feeling toward me .
you cant accept it, and in fact you told me im the one who have change .
that the gap and no communication .
it been 1month plus we have really sit down and really chat together .
and now once we chat we'll have conflict .
i hate it like you does .
i don know should i feel sad or even cry .
i don know . why does it have to happen this way .
i don wanna feel this way, im not being unreasonable or what so ever .
that what i really feel, who can i talk to?
you have friends like ah de or maybe ur gf .
but what about me? whatever i had i keep it with me!
because i don have anyone to share with .
to share my relationship problem .
im very sad now . alone thinking about the past .
people may think im stupid why do i still have to linger in the past .
or maybe im too use to what you used to treat me.
and now what i have is not what i have in the past .
im not used to it . really .
can someone lent me your ear? so that i can speak it out .
anyone?

sighs .
im tired of everything . seriously .
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
anyway happy 15th month .

2009-09-21T14:55:00.002+08:00

just take every broken part away, but leave every yesterday with you
by myside.

I just cant believe your gone
still waitin for mornin to come
when i see if the sun will rise,
in the way that your by my side
well we got so much in store
tell me what is it im reaching for
when were through building memories
ill hold yesterday in my heart
in my heart
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams
take everything
just take it away, but they can
never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
you always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds,
or least where the story goes
I never believed until now
I know il see you again im sure
no its not selfish to ask for more
one more night one more day
one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday
they can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they can take the music
that we never play
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future
that we'll never know
they can take the places
that we said we will go
all the broken dreams take everything
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time,
but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
I can still find the strength
in the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

2009-09-13T13:32:00.007+08:00

you're missed by me this whole weekend, girl!
you've all the things that i ever wanted,
you perfect my life and my world. ((:

Thursday 3sept'09

HAPPY 14th months anniversary darling .
iloveyouuuuuuu many many . haas .
i really love the lil present card from you .
you're sweett ((:

Friday 4sept'09(last weekend)

got fuck by FI benjamin before booking out .
was sent back to our coil meaning we're e last i guess for our intake to leave
anyway it doesn't matter, we are kinda used being fuck by FI everyday.
ananth's dad fetch me home, really wanna thank his dad and ananth
because his dad have been driving me home every book out day.
reach home went prepare and polish up my boot
chat with mum and went to dear's house after that.
reach her house can see that dear's mummy feeling unhappy.
so i went chatting with her, she told me alot of thing .
as dear is not yet home because she went for the IT fair briefing.
without noticing me and dear's mum have chatted for 1hour plus
before dear called me say she reaching primemart near her house,
so i went out to fetch her.

Saturday 5sept'09

me and dear woke up around 10plus as we are meeting my mum, grandma and my aunt
to pray for my grandpa, at bishan temple .
plan to meet my mum at 12.45pm but we were late
which make my mum unhappy haas .
but i managed to cool her down and brought back her smile .
the weather is scotching hot .
after praying my grandpa we went to lavander
because i wanna buy a backpack for army use .
went to golden mile to have our lunch,
and after i bought my bag we went to hougang.
because we're staying our grandma house that night .
so long since i've spenting night day .
really miss the time when we were small and young,
where we will go there without fail .
everyone really grew up, the place where is used to have many laughter every weekend
seem cold now . arghh!!! IMISSTHEPAST.
it was fun that night because me and dear were watching soccer together
for the night.
we went sleeping around 2plus3
last match england vs solvenia ( 2-1 )
that great for england . LOLS .
i love that night dear. thank for the accompany
you're loved by me . ((:

Sunday 6sept'09

BOOK-IN day . that how a fun weekend pass .

Monday - Friday 7sept to 11sept '09

these days inside camp were quite relax .
drill test week but it was postpone again and again .
maybe this is the chance for our squad to practice more on our drill .
the command is long, it was quite tough and hard to pronouns for the non- muslim.
"memberi hormat semasa berjalan, selaku menerina hadia kehadapan hormat"
isn't it quite hard??
LOLS .
and we managed to play soccer for the first time inside for the past 3month.
we play with FI and Inspector.
quite fun but limited court make us wait more than we play .
but it better den nothing .
there goes one week inside camp .
kinda fast last week and hope it will be fast for this coming week .
and new intake 137th came in last tuesday,
which many of my friends start thinking the first pathetic day we're in the camp.
confinement week were the WORST days back then.
and i must thank my mum and dear who are there for me
supporting me for the 10days .
im really touched. ((:
i love them .
but can say time really flied, like for us we've gone throu 3months
135th POP and now 137th enlistment
and it goes on and on . LOLS .
and we'll be passing-out next month 29thOct on thursday .
BOOK-OUT BOOK-OUT.

Friday 11sept'09 - night -

reach home early and smoothly this weekend,
not being fuck by FI which can spoil the start for our weekend
went dinner with my family at causeway mac.
we joke around which we cant always have the chance to sit down together
saw sabrina along the way, and she say maybe meeting us after she met up
with jiexiong her bf.
but after i finish my dinner with my family, she haven met up with jiexiong
BECAUSE HE'S LATE AGAIN!!!!!. LOLS .
poor sabrina .
and i text jiexiong he called me back den we meet up
when my sister and mum part with me .
i accompany the both lil idiot couple for dinner at mac again .
haas .
sabrina complaining to me while jiexiong is quening for food .
i told sabrina to slap jiexiong . LOLS .
arrange a time early but leave her house late .
so she would be able to met up with that bf of her's
and she suggested going for cycling next weekend .
good idea . haas .
let enjoy next weekend .
see yah!!

cab down to dear house and wait for her to be back home from work .
it really tough for u these few days darling .
sales not good and health's bothering you
if only i can have the chance to takecare of you this weekend
as your working time is very long, i didnt got the chance.
but only friday night managed to hug you to your sleep
and you told me it very nice and comfort in my hug .
least i can do a lil for you . i hope that the motivation for ur work.
and dear i know and i understand, sorry for the time where i have make u upset.
i apologised ok? iloveyou girl . ((:
JIAYOU alrtye?? today's is the last day of work since thurs .
this weekend i didnt manage to see your smile when you used to have.
the smile that melt my heart everytime.
but i promised i'll bring the smile back next weekend yea. haas .

Saturday 12sept'09

accompany for breakfast before she went for work .
looking at her eyes and cute lil face while she share her thought and feeling
during her work at IT fair.
** i can really say the I REALLY MISS YOUU!! ((:
i miss spending weekend with you, darling . arghhhh! **

walk dear to bus-stop after breakfast.
a goodbye kiss and see her off for work,
went back to dear house and play SA for 2hour plus .
get bored and stop playing .
alfred text me saying he going for a haircut with jiexiong .
so i went back to woodlands to meet them .
went down to CCK took bus in to sunshine .
spent 2hour sitting there waiting for them to get their hair done .
jeffery came down drive us for dinner .
our dinner was not bad . eating at the muslim store which were so pack,
that we've to squeeze our way throu. haas .
after dinner park the car back to jeffery house,
as we were heading down to wen's for a drink and singing .
drink don't drive . LOLS .
we went there by train .
joke and crap we enjoy along the ways down.
we did enjoy at there yesterday night .
pool, sing and drink at the same time .
we went home around 3plus, alfred they all went back woodland,
and i went back to dear's house and spent another night there .

Sunday 13sept'09

reach my house in the morning .
while dear went for work again .
polish my boot again, packing ready to book in this evening .

dear there alot i wanna say to you, can i?
let me share with you when there is a chance?
let chat like we used to chat in the past.
i miss that too . ((:
everytime i think back what we've have been throu these 1year down the road.
memories flash back, i still wanna hold you tight by myside .
alrtye??
i wan more time and sweet memories with youu .
hhee . iloveyou silly girl .
hope your sales good today . the last attack for you ohs .
LOLS .
see you soon baobei, anxious for next friday and long weekend yea .
let take photo next weekend when we will have fun.
so long so long didnt take photo le .
since im serving my ns . im sorry .
smuackkkk . iloveyouuuu .

wowowow this is a long update .
late but not least, i've a song for you, dear .
it my feeling for you this weekend .
dear enjoy listening to it ok? ((:
LOVEDD

A1 - like a rose

And as i look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from god above for me to love
To hold and idolise
And as i hold your boby near
I see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Till life is gone
I'll keep your loving near
And now i finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
What i have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load
Chorus:
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
You gave me air so i can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You gave me strength so i stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose
And when i feel like hope is gone
You gave me strength to carry on
Each time i look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong
I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words i long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears
And now i finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All i have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load
Chorus
And through the seasons change
Our love remains the same
(Just Like a rose)
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
(Just like a rose)
You treat me like a rose
You give me strength
So i stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose...

2009-07-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

hello everyone .
im back again once again, a short one!! haas.
today suppose to go back to camp after 2days of mc again.
have been falling sick so recently . no only me but people around me fall sick too .
actually just now was preparing, but before i go out from my house
my officer OC jeremy called, he say i don return back to camp today but tomorrow morning .
at 8am so early . i guess it believe of the h1n1 flu things .
actually in HTA can be fun and nice, but i some sort don like the life inside .
i hate every sunday now, it not the same as before ardly.
time outside with my loves one shorten alot alot . and i cant believe i have been inside for 7weeks.
still got 2months1week before POP .
and im post to NPCO i have to stay in for another 3months for training .

"i was cooking mee jus now. i think tat it is not e time for me to have a relationship now.
becos i felt myself too young. im jus 17 yrs old. i still have long way to go. sighs.
i noe its difficult for u to accept it. but i have to say, i have to tell u my real feelings.
e moment i read ur long msg this morning. it makes me feel sweet.
but there's a kind of feeling which i cant say out.
becos i noe it'll have an impact on u, i noe u love me. i can feel it. but. there's no point carry now.
"

that was what dear say to me just now,
when i read throu those words, my tear roll down un-control.
wondering why she wan to told me all those word, it really hurtful
fearful that everything is gonna end soon, hand shivering while finishing the sentence.
but in the end she end it with " it a joke, I GOT YOU "
but i reply " it no funny can"
but seriously, thot it all meant to be a joke, but i cant forget those word yea .
it still in my mind, but i promise im fine and so do we .
lastly iloveyou girl . ((:

yesterday went partyworld with jiexiong, alfred my sister and me.
it been long since i went singing, i remember the last time was before i went enlistment.
yes which is 7 weeks ago haas .
have fun yesterday, jiexiong was the main char yesterday.
im not going to mention his sad emotion
(which is locked and tissue bombing by us when he's shitting in the toilet. LOLS)
but before that we were at TTSH,
at that time sabrina is with us but she went home before our dinner .
anyway i guess we all had fun yesterday

to be contiune ..........................................

2009-05-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO ! ((:

haas . wohoooo it already 22nd the may haas . going enlistment in two week time haas .
wondering how the life inside . anxious to go inside somtime,
but i hop everything i used to have i can have it even when im inside .
and everything to be fine outside . ((:
got to start packing my stuff and i haben even started . LOLS .
SLACKKKKK! . no working now . work with steven almost 2yrs plus .
i wanna give myself a break before going in . haas :D
stop working since last thursday, and when i wasn't there alot of thing happen
steven fall sick for almost a week . poor him .

last saturday didnt work went breakfast with dear at bishan .
we went to subway to have our breakfast .
brought our stuff we start eating . chatting along the way .
everything we gone throu these 10 months haas .
ofcos got happiness and sadness . and we're happy that we're still together .
we enjoy being together with each other . load love yea . ((:
brought the cookie to the auntie where we both use to work every sat together .
haas . kinda miss her lors . she's like a mother to me when i was working .
takecare of me and brought me breakfast . thank you so much .
but she have to transfer to the bishan mrt store recently .
so went there chat awhile with her after our breakfast . haas .
went back to dear's house after that .
stay over at her house that night . LOLS .

sunday went breakfast with dear's family . haas.
so fun . her mum show me their photos when they were young .
so funny that dear's sister they used to call her bulldog face . no offence . haas .
and dear's mum went working at cck .
at night went she was back she ask me what time coming at tuesday.
cos i promised her that i going down to help at to the market,
as tuesday night they having a BBQ at dear's block there .
so i went back on sunday and monday evening went to dear house again haas .
stay there till wed night den i went home . so tiring after everything .
very enjoy staying at her house . chat with her mummy almost every night
i was doted staying that too . her daddy still bought a sleeping bed for me .
making me so "bu hao yi shi"
sadly to say, these few day have some lil conflict with dear again .
but we still manage to chill ourself down and stay happy in the very end .
went home by cab that night cos very tired ardly haas .

staying at home to rest for two days . haas .
going to bored till death . and yea i got my cert for my higher nitec study .
result that good . haas .
tml going breakfast with dear again. imissyou girl .

to be contiune .................................

2009-04-15T13:05:00.002+08:00

HELLO everyone! . im back to blog again .
whao working almost everyday . except wednesday and sunday .
so tired . and actually i slept so long the day before yesterday .
haas . gonna earn some money before going enlistment in JUNE 9 '09 at 9.00 am
i have been enlist to Singapore Police Force . haas .
anxious and nervous about that day and it coming so soon .
counting down every single day . but 3 of my higher nitec friends same as me .
i was lucky haas . at least go in at the same academy . thot we may be in different bunk.
i gonna miss my everything . first ten days im not going to be out .
sorry dear but i guess i can celebrate ur BIRTHDAY and our 1years anniversary together
cos i can book out on friday and sunday night book in . no worries yea .
we must spent our time wisely ardly .

playing basketball on saturday haas .
hope everything go smoothly too . wooooo .
gonna prepare the stuff which i need when i go enlistment .
still working at amk but going to stop my work at the middle of MAY!
relax go out with frens and my love.
and now whenever i go it adult fares charges .
it like the FUN !!!!! damn expensive .
brother jie xiong have go in ardly 1months . time really flied . LOLS .
a boy becoming a man . haas . right TEKONG boy .

alrtye gonna prepare and go meet dear soon .
to be continue .........

2009-03-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

DON RAKE UP THE PAST PLEASE!!!!
i know i did you wrong before .
but you told me before it was all the past .
promise not to rake up anything from the past
but why raking up today .?
getting to dislike everything .
am i really not being understanding to you ?
i really don have any reason saying you .
it make me even guilty to say you.
things change and maybe so do i .
blame and hurt me as you can .
stop me from feeling in such a guilty place.
living in such a miserable place .
just do anything to me, do as you wish

....

2009-03-23T17:09:00.007+08:00

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!.

it has been so long since i blog .
i got complain haas .
so sorry recently really very busy and lazy to blog .
wahahahahas .
my attachment finish two week ago, working at amk again .
went back as a noob!
alot of stuff and paper work have been updated .
so i have to learn and catch up everything within those few days .
alot of unhappy stuffs happen to me and around me .
but everything is fine now . ((:

sat night went to dear's mummy working place .
at cck sunshine . to have our dinner and did a little help out there .
went there to eat for free .
thank to dear's family .
the stingray was nice must go back to eat again . haas . ((:
after that dear come to my house to stay overnight .
along with alfred and aloysius .
went sleeping quite early that night .
i was so tired . sleepin so late for the past few days .
sunday wake up prepare everything and went jurong swimming complex
tagging with steven after that .
took some photo with dear, so long didnt took photo together le yea? dear ((:

iloveyou . ((:

yeah !!!! sweet not .?

it was so fun . it been 2 yrs i didnt go there .
play till 6plus we were all wore out .
went shower and go have some foods .
decide to eat at subway, aflred didnt tag along because his mummy rush him home .
on the way back to batok we took some photo . ! ((:

tired face of ours .
alfred, steven, me, aloy((:

((:
alfred, my sister, me and dear, steven and aloy

we need some decent photos . haas .stop SHOWING OFFFFFF! idiot aloy .
he has been shower his FIT body for the whole day .
we all knew it ardly .
haas .
alfred and my sister, me and my small sister, stevn and aloy .

=.=

after subway we went home.
and sleep of course . LOLS .
tired after working today, going for some rest now !!!
byebye ((:

basketball on saturday .
haas . :D

you're missed girl .

2009-01-29T00:13:00.006+08:00

aloysius, grismond, me

grandma and josiryln.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! .
yesterday we went to grandma house at hougang .
load fun yesterday . becos we can only gather once a year together .
all of us have our life and we didnt contact so often .
we treasure the time together alot .
went getting ang bao first haas .
and we start to play mahjong .
so fun .
gris keep losing at the beginning . LOLS .
so shag can !
my sister too and she didnt wanna play half way .
so steven took over her place .
hmms in the end he win $4.80
aloy $4.40
me $3.60
steven lose by winning $2.50 .
in the end we also never ask to pay .
we went eating our dinner together .
and we took so memorable photos .

grandma have 9grandchildren

nothing can be greater than having us to be together .

snap 222222!

our album will be out .
cos we're taking singing competition together .
wahahahas ...
at around evening we went pool together haas .
today can see gris is happy with us .
better than the day before .

aloysius and josiryln((:

YANG ZHONG WEI(sing) and josirlyn

me and sister((:

weeee . ((:

we end our pool around ten plus yesterday night .
LOLS .
it was so fun and we shall meet again soon .

today didnt work, dear come early to find me at around 1plus .
i was shocked and surprised .
because at the time she should at school having lesson .
wahahahas .
you did really surprised me . !!!! ((:
love you load ok . hhee .
den we meet jie xiong at admir around 4plus .
alfred still at panjang .. what the hell right .!!!
den we went all the ways down to cck .
went sasa to buy perfume . LOLS .
i brought the brand GMV for myself, and dear brought hers too .
went pool again . wahahahas .
jie xiong and alfred is such a joke .
you can enjoy with them . they are stupid but quite adorable .
so many fun we have these few days .

to b continue ......
imissyou my girl . ((:

2009-01-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

imissyou so much my girl . ((: *

today went onsite for my attachment .
which mean i have to sent a computer and fix it there for them .
LOLS .
i wake up at around 8plus today .
nose block cant sleep thot im dead tired can .
arghh!
den went preparing and i when meeting with the guy,
which brought a computer from my company.((:
meet up at admir lucky near my house can . haas .
den we went to woodlands road industrial site .
his name is ker . den we went for morning breakfast at the canteen n the site .
haas .
all is he pay money de nehs . ((:
smoke also he treat LOLS .
not bad lahs actually .
den went back to CWP to bank in the cheque .
very troublesome can . sian lors .
go up and down, den boss call and ask me why so slow .
he come do lahs . he have a car lehs .
i taking public transport lehs . fast also need time de mahs .
1 thank you also don have . FCUK!!! .
lucky the boss give me $4 transport .

at night den went up with steven .
we went penni to shop haas . i brought a small bag lahs .
he brought 2shirt 2jean and a shoe .
wahahahahas . so tired today can .
stand the whole pathetic days .
omg ! .
tml sway for my frens lahs .
becos he have to go to dover that area for onsite service .
GOODLUCK ah zun . haas .
my girl shopping with her two cute laopos` today .
i miss her voice . haas .
i hope she enjoy .

to b continue . ........ .

2009-01-22T08:33:00.004+08:00

**when ur LOVE hurt .

yesterday went to work without one of my friend .
and he is my favourite POKEMON . haas .
it kinda bored yesterday didnt really joke .
becos he had 3 days MC .
after work meet up with dear .
she was LATE again . so i got off the train at bishan to wait for her .
even i tap my card and went to 7-11 to buy a drink .
smoke and wait for her .
when she met up with me, she kept quiet all e way.
LOLS .
she told me that she don dare to talk to me .
SO i start nagging at her . haas .

when we reach home we eat first becos two of us were damn hungry haas . ((:
jie xiong and alfred were at my house GAYING ! .
haas. den went disturbing them soon after i get into my house .
i went poking their ass .
revenge on poking my ass everytime . totally a piece of SHIT! .

watch okto animal night yesterday .
it was nice. ((:
becos i watch with darling . she was actually interested .
NOT BAD NOT BAD .
this weekend will be very fun i guess hope nothing bad happen .
CNY coming . everything were prepare and i bought my new year clothes .
wee .

*yesterday night was a very tiring night .
something bad happen .
my tear drop and it really beyond my control .
it really hurt that much .
i don wanna think anymore .
i just need a positive answer .
i nearly give up on everything .
but i hope when we start afresh, everything well be fine .*

okok . going to work soon .
to b contiune . ((:

label : no matter what i hope you wont give up . neither i will too .

2009-01-17T23:43:00.004+08:00

you can depend on me in all your life . ((:
because i will always be there

today went to work damn bored can ! .
three of my frens didnt work as they work only on sunday .
we have to alternate the shift on weekend .
and there were three new faces .
june ronald and quinton .
not very close so didnt chat load with them .
time passes so slow today .
i still prefer working weekday at fssocom(company attach to)
and boss was around today making everything so tense up .
but anyway sat work is over .
it've been two weeks i didnt work at 7-11 .
i miss the time there when steven *the boss there call me today .
he say the i have been missed by them .
wahahahahas .
i miss sat working with auntie cat .
work there are happier and relax .
most imptly is very happy working sat at there .
i miss you all tooo seriously .
esp my boss there and auntie cat .

after attachment i will return to my work there . ((:
and thank honey for accompany me today .
i love today can ! ((: haas .
see you tml .

to b continue .........

2009-01-16T19:45:00.001+08:00

dear i love you . ((:
awaiting our sweet 7th months together .
let stay sweet again .

HELLLLLO ((:
im back at last .
didnt blog since so long . becos my internet line was cut off .
due to outstanding fees . LOLS .
nowaday so busy, busy working at kembangan
for my ITE attactment . whooooo ! .
so far from my house . 1hour plus den can reach .
omg! two months i don know when i will stop going there .
MC MC MC MC MC MC !!!.
attanhment start on the 5jan to 7march .
i've been there for only two pathetic weeks .
it so tiring, everyday got to travel so far .
but nevermind, foods there is like gold-made .
damn fcuking expensive, eat until i don know what to eat the very next day .
but working pals there were fun .
we crap alot there . so that time would just pass faster . ((:

today went work as usual . got up at around 8.50am
went prepare jiu go work le .
travel time suck . no place to sit in the train too . stand at the way to city hall .
people keep squeezing here and there .
PATHETICCCCC!!!!!!!! .

meet up with frens at outside the workplace .
we were early .
the open the door only when it is 11.20am .
start straight to work after the gate was open .
all days is just to troubleshoot customer computer,
set up a computer from just a empty casing . so interesting .
but after 3to4hours, my neck ache .
today lucky went 3places with the boss .
first to bedok, holland and last to sengkang.
went up to three customer house to fix the computer . ALONE .
without anyone beside me . STRESSED .
dislike customer that will ask this and that, and i DON KNOW HOW TO ANSWER .
LOLS .

around 6plus boss drive me home .
as he live admir that area. i was lucky can ! .
haas . reach home around 6plus .
that was the first time in two weeks i reach home so early .
normally will reach home around 8plus when taking train home .

darling i miss you .
still playing pool at champion uhs .?
haas . ((:
chat with you tonight .
load loves . thanks for being by my side all along .

too b contiune .........

2008-12-01T13:43:00.005+08:00

aren't we suppose to be like them *
keeping a relationship isnt that easy .
easy to start a relation
so hard to end
impossible to forget .

i didnt attend school today again .
feeling so down nowaday .
i wonder what really happen to us .
you have been working for the past few days .
this weekend is just so hard to pass .
i would say the time without you is just so slow .
i brave myself and support you through every tough day .
hoping you'll know that i really care .
i hate you say those hurtful word to me .
yea it might not seem hurtful to you .
while you will just say " im just saying only "
im not being sensitive girl .
because every word mean so much to me .
i can take almost every joke .
yes every joke, but don take our relationship as a joke .
im not blaming you .
remember sat i waited for you to released from work .
i don mind waiting for you .
i wanna you to feel sweet where i can fetch you from work .
im tired, so do you .
but i will never complain because whatever i do is because of you.
when we got to ur house that night .
i spoke alot to you .
i hope that you will understand how i feel .
you said you always treat me badly .
why don you treat me better .
ib you really love someone .
rather den saying those negative word to me again and again .

i told you i don wanna shed any tear for anyone from yesterday onward .
that doesnt mean im giving up on you .
i don wan to use tear to go through but my smile .

till today you keep asking me to be ur friend .
be ur best friends .
you know i wouldn't have agree on that .
i don wanna to be ur friend .

i hope whatever i do for you .
it worth doing !!
i will be better every single day .
but if i were to leave i will leave quietly .
i wont tell anyone.
remember i do love you once and before .

label : im not giving up . till the day you're gone .

2008-11-27T15:39:00.002+08:00

trust me, i really miss you that much .
no words can explain how i feel .

HOHOHOHOHOHO im back again .

22nov.

went working in the morning .
my work end at 5pm because of the road show .
few promoter came from the product allwell .
but only one promoter stay .
and i have to go out and help plus sell the sale .
just outside the 7-11 .
the weather was like so suck until 3plus4
not bad steven says . the sale is there .
no more road show please .
it just damn stupid lahs . people come and test more the buying the product .
LOLS .
typical singaporean . nothing new .
at night meet up with dar & alfred .
went pooling at kpool, steven's tagging along too .
around 8plus when home .
9plus danny and jie xiong came to our house and drink .
dar was tag along too . ((:
danny brought one lid .
start drinking not long after they reach our house .
mum was the first to drunk . haas .
we order mac around three plus . danny was the one helping us to order .
we were like disturbing him
and we said " can we have a mac zinger burger " one cheesefried please "
LOLS .
when he hang the phone he scolded us . `KAOBEI lehs `
after eating went sleeping .
in the end we were all drunk .

23nov .

wake up around 11plus .
alfred, danny and jie xiong went causeway .
me dar and mum went IMM at JE .
shop around there . eat and back home again .
reach home darling complain tired . so i let her sleep for 2hour.
while i was helping mum to cover the kitchen table with the clothes we brought .
watch mummy at chnl 5 .
and one day is gone too .

24nov .

didnt went school .
mum scold again when she know . LOLS .
i and dar went singing and yea just we two .
went eating mac at yishun first .
brought chicken rice for my sister .
and went to pet shop again . omg!
JACK RUSELL were just so cute .
shld took some photo of them
$880 for each .
dar say she wanna buy when she save enough money .
reach partyworld around4 just nice .
hand the chicken rice to my sister and went singing .
what a fun day .

25nov .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASYINNNN . haas .

26nov

went working after class 11amto7pm .
went i just got to work . dajie and jennifer came to my store .
LOLS .
laughing so loud . and i can regonize it thier voices .
they say come disturb me . didnt get to see me working .
and yea yesterday both of us got the chance .
i got the maple card sticker for them .
damn tiring yesterday . HUMAN keep coming in .
too much money shopping with 7-11 .
went home after working .
i miss you so much girl .

today 27nov.

today went to school late .
wake up around 7plus and my class suppose to start at 8am sharp .
but i don give a damn . opps .
meet boonie outside school and we went in together.
such a miracles my clique didnt play games today .
we were like doing our stuff .
because we were scared that we flung our test next week .
got to buck up a lil .
joyce and bonnie have some conflict while doing the practical today .
joyce cried just beside me .
i was like errrrrrrr, i just don know what to do when girl cry .
so i handed a tissue and ask her not to cry and chill .

went for breakfast at 10 .
and we have our class photo taken today .
but sister and me were in inproper uniform SO we cant took the photo .
anyway it ok . ! our class is like C.M.I
weird weird people hanging around our class .

i miss you dar!!!!!!!!
you must be working now yea .
working as a promoter at EXPO .
selling lappie as their product is named * ASUS .
from thurs till sunday .
omg which mean we cant meet till next thursday .
quite long yea . but endure .
one week is nothing to us yea . haas .
must be enjoying working with ur laopo today yea .?
ALL THE BEST yea .
you got my fullest support .
iloveyou precious . ****

byebye . (((((:

label : i miss my girl .

2008-11-17T11:56:00.003+08:00

that us . !
i guess it taken a months ago .
managed to spot this photo just now .
so i decide to upload cos it kinda look nice . haas . ((:

yesterday actually plan to go jurong swimming complex .
but these isnt the mood . so we change our plan .
we went singing at yishun safra .
party world . ((:
my sister working there too . so there might be discount .
LOLS .
hmms i and alfred went yishun to meet up with dear .
but before that dear call, alfred pick up the phone as i was busy changing my pant.
she didnt recognized that the voice wasnt me .
stupid dear . wack you can ! .

meet up with dear around 3plus .
went withdraw money and headed to party world .
it started to rain heavily thank to dear blessing .
LOLS .
we run like kid .
dry ourselves in the toilet, and went in .
it pack with people .
lucky my sister clever book one room for us . haas .
if not we gonna wait damn long before we got room .
thank yea . !
start singing and having fun .
we suppose to end at 7plus .
the last song belong to dear,
so me and alfred went playing the table soccer.
damn funny too . wahahahas .
no luck keep losing . arghh! .
but the boss there tiansing give us another hour free .
that great haas .
so we went in again . haas .
i and alfred was screaming like hell
the song that we lose our voice . LOLS .
" i don wanna miss a thing, ai cuo - wang lee hom . "
damn funny .
" qian li zi y " by fei yu qing and jay .
dear wanted to sing properly de .
but it was spoil by me and alfred .
wahahahahas .
around 8plus we went to have our dinner at amk
we have KFC - kallang fucking center to have our dinner .
mainly serve CHICKEN . haas . :D
hmms a trainee manager serve us .
he was friendly and lame .
nice service . haas .
he actually turn up the degree for us .
becos we were trembling inside . it was damn cool can .
and he went up to have a talk with us .
so alfred ask him : " which country you from "
he say libra i think . haas .
and alfred thou it was what street in singapore .
LOLS .
we enjoy our dinner there .
we went kpool after dinner, it was damn full can .
it was pack too .
we have to wait one table . start our table around 10.05
not bad it been so long since we play .
after that i sent dear home and i went home .
alfred went drinking with his frens ytd .
didnt take any photo yesterday . kinda sad .

**** and yea saw my cousin gris yesterday.
kinda like hi-bye friend/brother .
i felt that we arent that close like before .
i wondering what is he thinking .
seriously i felt that he have changed so much .
i think people around him make the different out of him .
there isnt much for me to say .
when we saw each other now it felt so awkward
something people like to gek.kao small money with you .
think of that make me piss off . WTH ! .
nbms small money we give you .
anyway that was the past .
hope he know what he's really thinking and doing . ****

but it a nice day to spent .
thank for telling me how you feel , im happy being with you .
iloveyou girl . :D

2008-11-09T23:13:00.006+08:00

SENTOSA DAY .!!!! ((:

wake up at 7plus in the morning,
the weather so nice to sleep becos it was raining.
yea it so heavy .
so text darling, she already woken up .
haas :D
making bread for the share of 5 haas .
so sweet yea . ! den after me and my sister and alfred
finish preparing we went to TPY to meet dar and her sister .
haas . we need to get ourself a slipper .
LOLS .
went there we were like so early every shop was CLOSED .!
so we went eating breakfast at the near by coffeeshop .
wahahahahas . :D
and within half an hour everyshop have OPEN!.
after shopping we went straight to HABOURFRONT.
SENTOSA here we come haas . we went in by monorail .
$3 dollar entrance fees .

straight to the sea we went when we reach palawan beach .
the water was so cooling . haas .
we took photo as we were enjoying .

our group photo . ((:

LOLS.

i was just passing by so sorry . haas .

my sister, darling and her sister.

HAPPY FAMILY !

that was PRETTY . ! ((:

being torture .

torture no 2
but can see that they enjoy what they have .
LMAO . !

brightness cover our eyes .

WOO HOO ~

ME and DEAR . ((: load love .

how i wish we can stay like this till the end .

:D

having so much fun together . ((:

ai ni baobei .

and yea we went shower at around 4plus .
we were in the sea for 4hour i think . no wonder everyone of us look so red .
LOLS .
sunburn x999999999999
that was so hot . wahahahas .
went to habourfront again as we were all FAMISHED . !
and alfred wanna to buy cigg .
so i accompany him go .
what make us laugh was the indian storekeeper .
haas . we say we wan NEXT CHILL .
you know what he pointed to us .?
F&N grape . what the hell .
that wasnt any link to what we want .
so we went to the other shop just beside it .
an uncle . no diff but at least better .
we say NEXT CHILL again please .
he told us : " HUH, tissue .? "
i look and alfred and laugh .
WHAT THE HELL again .

LOLS .
so we went shopping at vivocity .
went to the top, and sit down .
we brought drink and beer with us .
haas .
and those fat idiotic girl wanna find my girl trouble .
hey come on, please grow up AUNTIE .
anyway our mood wasnt spoil becos of them .
and home we went .
so shag today . but worth it .
SO FUNNNNNN . ((:

next sunday going jurong swimming pool .
enjoy please . ((:

night and bye .
dear i love youuuuuuu . ((:

i simply love this photo today . ((:

2008-11-08T19:31:00.004+08:00

woo hoo~
finally im back to blog my rotting profile .
going to upload some photo .
LOLS ((:

picture taken on our 4mth with darling.
we're still maintaining our sweet love.
((:
we went sakae sushi that day .
that was what dear hope for on the 3rd month .
but didnt bring her to eat on that month.
so i bought her there as i promised .
we were enjoying the food there .
and after that we went for movie
(HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3) senior year .
quite nice that song .

snap shot by dar .

hey! took advantage on me .

kinda nice yea . ((:

i simply love this .

today morning went working .
early in the morning danny call me .
told me that alfred was drunk .
i was shocked and quite amazed !!
i seldom see him drunk, but today .
he was dead drunk can . !
danny was the lousy dranker among us, but he was not DRUNK today .
so damn hard to believe .
world is changing . LOLS .
went working after helping alfred to the bed .

work went so smooth today.
haas .
and there was a auntie selling ice cream outside ur stall today .
kinda like road show .
haas . i pity her . the weather was so damn horrible outside .
she have to endure from 8 to 2
poor auntie .
but worth it!!! cause the sale wasnt that bad . ((:
LOLS .

how it was set up . damn fucking lame .
budget ice cream store without UMBRELLA .
the ice is melting .

most of the customer is AUNTIE .
LOLS .
offer stuff attract AUNTIE in many of the world i guess .
esp SINGAPORE!!

went for movie just now .
brother treat! .
007 QUANTUM *james bond .
rating 4.5 nice and exciting movie .
went home after that . damn tired .
gonna rest more .
tml go sentosa!!!!!!!!
FUN FUN FUN . damn long didnt went there .
enjoying PLEASE . !

LOLS .
girl i miss you . ((:

2008-10-26T11:13:00.002+08:00

sighhhhhhhhs ~

kinda feeling so uneasy and moody .
i just don know why . maybe something which happen yesterday
yesterday was the helpless day, it been so long since i felt it that way .
im sorry, it all my fault i know .
didnt wanna anymore conflict, so i decide to go home .
hurtful words are all that we exchange .
yea it really sad to see the way we're for yesterday .
and of cause i didnt stay at home yesterday night .
went out with friend, drink a few cups .
mabok yesterday night .
the feeling suck, i feel like vomitting .
im sorry, i guess i've done something selfish the night before .
so sorry yea .

morning awake at 8plus.
went shower and go breakfast before my friend go work .
takecareeeeeee yea . and thank for the night .

label : regret .

2008-10-21T09:56:00.001+08:00

BACKIEEEEE .. :D

18.10.08
sat after work went to darling house, as usual reach her house she cook mee for me .
and after finish eating i went shower . LOLS .
watch tb and nap awhile .
at night bring xiaohei go scrolling .
damn hyper can! .
this week didnt go pool so often kinda broke . haas .
alfred also working .
and gris didnt call us .

so we went econ to grab some food again . wahahahs .
den i was so bored to come out with this,

((: haaas . damn silly .
hot shot part2 ( yuan da niao )
and watch tb again.
around 10plus i take train home .

19.10.08
wake up around 1plus.
don know why slept for so long, damn tired .
haas . den sms dear ask her whether wanna meet what time .
cos today she have to go suntec for the new job training .
around 3plus it rain heavily, so i ask dar to meet me at the platform instead .
haas . she was drench . so sad .
so we train there reach there around 5plus .
den went to tower3, it a newly open shop .
"GRANDSALAD" pay not bad . $7perhour .
dar's cousin also working but FULLTIME .
training took them around 1hour i guess .
so i go mac eat alone, while waiting .
den the mac was like all cheena .
speak those english worse den singlish can .
LOLS .
the pronous the coke like " would you like cock for ur drink "
haas, i almost laugh out .
yea thou my english also chui ~ but it sound funny .
so after eating i went back to the place,
and just nice they can go after their schedule is plan . ((:

went window shopping around,
and we stop at the donut factory, 4donut for the two of us .
haas . i took some photos, damn funny .

wah kao, look damn ugly can! . x:
auntie with the decay teeth . LMAO.
i was laughing like hell .

these look normal haas . :D
we were deciding where can we go after this,
so we plan to go kpool since we so long didnt poke the ball .
LOLS .

20/10/08
went back CMPB again today, idoit .
they sent me the red colour letter .
it look so serious .
so i drag alfred and dar along .
we was late there, cos we were like dilly dally.
LOLS .
nbms, when we reach there the officer there was like so fcuk up .
tell me the letter is just to confirm i have posted the letter.
the parent confirmation letter with the signature.
i was like so piss off, you ask me come all the way just to tell me this .
fish you !!!!
ok fine and i told the officer not to sent anymore letter to my house .
LOLS .
so we went shopping for dar skinny and white shirt
for working use .

thou it was raining yea, but i was the rain without the wind .
so hot can .
den at night went pooling again .

byebye! . ((((:

2008-10-14T21:56:00.004+08:00

HELLLOOOOOO ! .

so long since i blog again .
let see again . let say about sunday .
went to grandma hse in the afternoon cos everyone was late .
prepare hao jiu meet gris and meiqi at compass point . (:
went there to bought gris's shirt .
"reroma'. tight fit gang sei .

den went quene-ing up for the durian pancake .
so damn long the quene, but it nice worth quene-ing .
ohs yah, we're celebrating grandma and cousin birthday .
but too bad didnt manage to take any photo .
reach grandma house around 3plus, damn late can .
haas. play PSP(djmax2) among we youngster .
that was fun . and too bad aloysius wasnt there .
as he need to work on that day . how sad .
every event kinda short of him . anyway we're used to it too .
everything goes well and 8plus off we went .
went to amk for pool aqain . haas . :D
on the bus me and dear took some photo . ((:

i love you so much . ((:

after pool some stupid things happen .
why need to gek gao such small money.
we count it kinda unfair can .
but nbms lahs .

play till 10plus11 as school was starting soon .
so bored can . monday didnt so school .
LOLS .
bad impression for the first day .
but hack care lahs .
went to change my phone today .
nokia to sony again . w910i
same phone with baobeii!!!! . haas . :D
least we have something in common . woot ~
i love it .
wahahahahahas .

today went school from 8 till 5 so damn long .
but manage to get over it .
haas . :D
get my timetable too .
manage to get some module exempted . wahahahahas .
so nice, but have to change my working schedule .
work on wed and sat now .
friday have to attend school . x:
tml after school go home first den go to dear house .
cos her mummy ask to go eat .
LOLS .

i miss you so much too . (:
see you tml dear .
our love will remain . !!!

2008-10-07T16:49:00.002+08:00

im back yea . :D
LOLS .
alfred and dear have been staying at my house for 4days 2night .
having load fun uhs .?
haas . saturday after work went to dear house and eat .
she cooking haas . :D
not bad yea . and night went pooling with gris, meiqi and jeff
9feet . crazy damn not nice to play .
maybe not used to it haas .
play for half an hour me and dear went home .
buy food for mum before going home .
and actually we are staying overnight at alfred house .
but we're drinking so they stay at my house instead . haas .
jio danny to come after his work too . at first don wan to come de .
he ah gua. but nbms he came in the end haas .
me and drink went to buy two bottle of liquor,
before danny and alfred released from their work .

went shop and save first, and it was areadly 1am .
went there the cheena uncle say cant buy . arghh! .
so i and dear went to 888plaza 7-11 to buy vodka and dry gins .
LOLS .
around 2plus3 den start drinking .
playing poker and talking cock . we were having fun haas .
dear drunk yea . face damn red haas .
kinda cute . woot ~
went sleeping at 4plus . really cannot tahan .

woke up around 1plus aching on our whole body .
LOLS .
haas . danny went to work and we went to grandma house,
to celebrate auntie birthday .
so long didnt gather together . not bad not bad . ((:
i miss the time when we were having fun there ,
when we were young that time .

gris didnt go, asshole . x:
jio him pool at night again . haas .
went home and sleep den .

yesterday went singing at yishun safra .
lil unhappy thing happen along the way, but it fine after that .
we 3 sing till throat pain can .
we were shouting rather den singing .
what the fish . damn funny . haas . :D
so tired after enjoying .
went to eat and after that home .
woot ~ let have fun some day again .

today went to work was damn shag.
and dear went home ((:
tired tired .
going sleep

byebye .
im holding on to you till the end . ((:

2008-10-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

ohs my, it was so so tiring today!
start work at 11am today, so wake up at 9plus and went preparing.
reach there around 10.59am, and i was early by one minutes .
LOLS .

reach there steven ask me to go over to store #172 at jubilee that side .
so i went over to help out,
place the FC ticketing and help wade to do the receiving .
he was so slow can .
i mean as a manager .
touch up those undo corner .
went lunch with steven, ask him to pay first as i didnt bring my wallet over .
haas . :D
went back to work again, they rushing for meeting so i took over the counter
until 3pm, went back to my store . sighs .
halfway realized that i forget to take my earring.
went back again, and i cant find my earring .
what the fish . !!!!!
went back to my store again and it was in my shirt .
arghhhh! .

actually today suppose to meet dear, but too bad she's not feeling well .
so we tomorrow den meet haas .
anyway rest well dar . i love you ok .?
tomorrow our 3rd months . woot ~
LOLS .
tired tired tired . x:

night and bye . :D
i love you girl .

2008-10-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

i miss my girl ... :D

2008-09-29T20:06:00.002+08:00

HOHOHOHOHOHOH ! .
yesterday drink at my house, with danny and alfred .
LOLS .
it was damn funny .
talk all the way to 4am like that .
cannot tahan so i went to sleep first haas . :D
they about 6plus den sleep, crazy .
today wake up around 11plus, went shower and woke alfred up .
cause have to go back for the checkup . (ENT) for my ear .
and yea, the last is to wake danny up .
but he still slacking at bed, so alfred uses danny's mum method .
bring some water and spring the water on his face, calling *ni ahs ni
wahahahas . and it work . what the fish .
damn fcuking funny .

and style style went danny house as he wanted to change his clothes .
nevermind anyway his house so near mine . haas .
after that everything's done, we took bus to woodland and all the ways down to redhill .
on the train, we were like so hungry . haas .
reach red hill, brought drinks and bread first yea .
and cab down .
reach there around 2plus thot my appointment is at 1.30
aiyas, hack care lahs .
went in to ENT corner and wait . so long .
idoit can den finally it my turn . they check my ear again .
the result isnt fine at all .
took another number and wait . arghhhhh! .
my left ear is deaf, i mean kinda hurt the hearing spot .
blast too much music . toooo baddddd .
LOLS .

kinda sian half lahs . must go to SGH at nov 14 .
check again and everything so fcuking troublesome .
PES D - under pending .
forget it, dont wanna to think .
skip skip . tomorrow got to work . DAY shift, chui ahs . `
tonight gonna sleep early . ((:

went woodland again, and went slack slack and danny's frens join us .
go car park smoke and talk cock lahs .
LOLS .
6plus lidat went home .

okok, byebye . ((:
i miss you .

2008-09-29T00:54:00.003+08:00

oooooo, another week have pass .
it sunday aqain, just now morning went to dear house at about 1pm,
reach there 1plus . and dear wanna go for a haircut,
just near her house . ((:
LOLS . she didnt really know how to say that hairstyle she wanna cut,
den we aga aga lors . wahahaha .
lucky the guy managed to understand .

so i sit there playing my psp while waiting for dear .
and we went to buy food after that,
dear's cooking today haas .
NOT BAD UHS . ! i've waited for so so so long .
quite nice yea the noodle .
wahahahas . :D

then we watch tb all the way,
around 7plus alfred call us den we went to pool .
LOLS .
we was late today, becos of dear's dog .
so stupid, it actually wet my sock can .
idiot . !!!! it just so uncomfortable wearing wet sock .
arghhhh! . IDOIT XIAOHEI
met up around 9plus at amk hub .
with alfred and clement .
it was fun, but alfred keep suan-ing dear .
damn funny . haas :D / .
11 plus we jiu went off, accompany dear home first.
so happy today yea, dear .?

simply love this picture . ((:

sighs, tomorrow need to go to the CMPB aqain .
sian sian, becos of my ear .
what the hell . !
hope im fine tomorrow .
all the best for those who are having N level yea . ((:

JIAYOU BAOBEI
i love you .
anxious yea ? this week going out to ton . wahahas .
see you .

night .

2008-09-24T23:49:00.007+08:00

HELLOOOOOO .

wahh today was damn sway de can .
early in the morning went yishun to met up with my buddy .
because we book the same time and date for our army medical check up .
sway 1 : it was raining so so heavy in the morning .
ok fine den .
when we reach there tiong bahru .
sway 2 : the bus was damn fcuking slow, and bus-stop's getting pack .
ok fine 2 den .
and we board the bus, reach CMPB in 10minutes time .
sway 3 : but the bus-stop was super damn far, and it raining.
so we walk with god speed .
and finally we really reach CMPB .
went there register and we cant bring along our camera phone .
so got to lock in the small cabin they provide .
went there, the first was to take photo .
but we're 2nd timer . so we were excuse for the photo-taking section .
GOOD ! .
and we went directly to the 6 station corner .

Station 1
sway 3 : i was ask to urine 2 TIME, because they say mine got blood .
are you insane? you having eyesight problem?
ok fine 3, anyway i pass on the second time .
what are the people doing there .
in the daze .?
and then blood test . 1 and the half bottle of blood they took from me .
numb .

Station 5
sway 4 : she say im having some sort of hearing problem .
she was acting cute and making so much noise outside,
she suppose us to hear .? hey please shut up on monday .
damn piss off can, so monday i better to be fine .
iif not really chui can .
yea .... have to go back on monday for further checking .

Station 4, 3, 2
checking of eyes, x-ray for the lung and dentist .
nahs no problem with all these .
if not i really gonna wack their face .

Station 6
we were strip, LOLS .
i mean our shirt haas .
and went checking on our blood pressure
and our body and etc etc etc .
we were done at around 11.30
early right? cause we managed to skip the station 9
so call idiot test . LOLS .
we've have done that in our 1st time medical .

so buddy colin come to my house after that,
and we have to wait for minqi and kaien .
fcuking slow .
den i and colin was like slacking and slowly make our way to yishun,
around 3plus we reach there i guess .
first went looking for en at mac .
she and her brother were mugging the chemistry stuff.
n lvl next monday . last minutes work .
haas . DIE LAHHHS . *

den i was rotting there, kinda bored
waiting for mq she was damn fcuking slow .
dating dating forget us .
how could you ?
LOLS .
nahs just jokin . haas .
so after the i decided to go home .
to bored staying there .
went home sleep 7to11plus .
tomorrow workin 7 in the morning instead of 11 .
no enough staff, and i was kind enough to help .
LOLS .

hmms, i guess im done .
byebye
off to sleep aqain . (((:

dear i missssss youuur voice .
see you tomorrow .
load lovesss .

2008-09-23T01:57:00.008+08:00

One...you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see..that you're the only one for me..and...
Four...repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done....then I start Back at One.

went cck with dear and alfred today,
and sunshine place because alfred wanna to cut his hair .
LOLS .
wait about 45minutes, so long yea .
den after that went back cck aqain .
to shop, haven been there since so long .
haas, the mall have change so much .
shop and lame at there and went to amk aqain . haas .
went there to eat dinner,
so after dinner went for pool .
it around 9plus . haas . :D
saw takashi and alfred play loser punch with him.
set as 3 matches .
alfred lost first, and make it draw 2-2
but too bad he loses to takashi in the last match.
zai lahs takashi .
haas .

awhile off they went . :D
so do we .

hoooooo ! . everything was like back to one.
no comments . no mood to fight anymore .
if i don care, i wouldnt have ask .
maybe to her i have been sensitive and asking too much
so i wont ask anymore .
don wanna make her piss off, neither do i wanna make myself angry
yea...... no anymore ..
trying to make you smile aqain, and cold answer is all i get
you always say that i didnt tell or share with you, my feeling and everything .
but you ask yourself, did you give me a chance to talk to you nicely, did you!?

please, just spare a thought for me sometime !

people always want others' to care for their feeling.
and tend to neglect those who are around them!
and did they ask people around them, are they feeling the same way?
dislike people saying words to hurt themself
and ....... they didnt realised, what they say, hurt too .

dont call me when you have nothing to say,
and when i have so much to tell you, you wanted to hang ur phone .
simply hate those feeling .
and i don ndds sorry . !

night, byebye .
(the way i do) and i hope you understand how i really feel and careeeeeee!

2008-09-17T18:52:00.003+08:00

so much thing have happen during these few day,
things and maybe us are no longer the same anymore.
sighs, it sad to have know that things between us have gone that bad .

but everything have settle down now,
and i realize that, nothing are what it used to be, i mean like last time.
trying to figure out what i really want and what i can do.
and yea, promises are gone.

just wanna say i still love you.

-

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
You make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We - should have the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same

2008-09-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

HEYLOOOOOOOO ! . :D

hohohoho, it been so long since i blog yea .
kinda lazy, LOLS .
these whole having exam at school .
two papers, first paper sure chuiiii .
arghh! .
cause monday went drinking with alfred and danny till 5plus i guess.
danny was drunk, keep on talking non stop .
wahahahas .
den thursday exam was fine, as i went to school early .
to study for the last minutes . :D
second paper wasnt that hard, manage to finish all the question .
so went out with colin, en, minqi and alfred yesterday .
went yishun after preparing.
was waiting for alfred, damn fcuking slow .
worst den a girl .
LOLS .
reach en house, and they haven ready
what the fish .
slow aqain . x:

when we was walking to 800plus at yishun, kanna stop by the police .
noob! he was asking a question, kinda stupid .
he said" what are we doing here "
=.= cant you see we are walking to 800plus .
den took us 15minutes just to take down our particular .
nothing better to do .
haas . so we reach amk after that, went to watch 4bia .
LOLS .
4part story, the third one was the funniest .
not that scary . haas .
but overall not bad, yea?
haas .
went foodcourt before movie as we were early .
i saw dear there with friends .
hao qiao ohs . haas .
love you sweetheart .

went kpool after movie, not bad it've been so long since old friends meet up .
enjoy enjoy . haas . :D
8plus gris and meiqi met up with us .
went playin till 10plus and home we went.
today work kinda stress, all staff was like so serious
cause our store having auditing . sian sei .
tomorrow will be better.

dear i miss you .
load loves . :D

2008-08-27T20:24:00.003+08:00

HELLO .
this week is really a damn busy week for me .
it has been so long since i've attended school for the WHOLE WEEK .
LOLS .
cause this week and the next coming week having load and ton of test .
project still processing .
tomorrow need to present, WTF!!! i have stage fear . x:
tomorrow having napfa too . suppose to have it today but too bad it raining heavily in the morning .
and lucky today i clever wahahahaha . i bring umbrella to school .
thot it damn ahgua can . but no choice raining to heavy,
and i don wanna be late for my java test .
reach class i was half drench. arghhhhhh ! .
and i got my way to pass the test . LOLS .
managed to finish the test around 2plus,
as the second test start at 3pm .
so went eating with frens haas . i was damn hungry ok .
as for the second test it was damn hard can .
every computer i go, it was like spoil or not error432 what what what .
FCUK can . ! finally manage to get a com .
so hard, i can manage to finish in time . so tomorrow have to do aqain .
almost half the class cannot finish . fcuking school with those fcuking computer .
reach home around 7plus today thanks to those idiotic computer .
damn tired . tomorrow need to reach school 7.30 in the morning .
three friday didnt work, sighs .
so stress now can . work study and test test test .
exam coming tooo . debar list next monday out .
don know whether can appeal successful not .

awaiting every weekend anxiously just get to see you dear .
i miss you baobeii .
loves loads . :D

2008-08-20T19:01:00.002+08:00

can love just stay that sweet that perfect
like how we just begin?

yesterday around 8plus alfred came to our house .
so we talk cock and went down buying beer at shop'n'save
at 10plus i guess?
chatting along the way of cause
reach home sit down and we chat all the way to 2plus3
i was drunk . LOLS
tired so i went sleeping first .
don know what time mum and alfred sleep yesterday .
it was damn tired can .?

so didn't went school today .
woke up at 11plus .
went using the com, complete my army checkup.
finally i'm done . haas .
so damn freaking troublesome ok .
still have to print .

and i was damn piss off in the afternoon .
* i'm dead worry about you, and all you do was .............................
forget it .
it doesn't make any difference .
just do what you wan and like then .

我把我放在最后, 说不出为什麼
can you just spare a thought for me?
现在我的心又因你而难过
what you want me to do, actually?

t`care

2008-08-18T00:54:00.004+08:00

you somehow perfect my life.
loves .

HELLO! i'm backkkkkkk . :D
this weekend isn't that great for me .
but it ok . everything fine now !.
and i hope it stay the same .
wasn't at home these three day .
went gris's house to stay overnight, cause go work no need so early wake up .
can sleep late haas . :DDDD
friday went out with dear, xueqi, jane, alfred .
since one months we didn't met up with them, dear said so .
LOLS .
we went east coast to eat, cheaper den newton .
and the scenery there was nice toooooo! most importantly it was DAMN COOLIN .!
wahahahas . :D
after eating we went strolling almost for an hour.
can you believe .? uhs . my leg was damn tired .
arghh! but nbms it was fun haas .

sat didnt went for work cause not feeling well .
went dear house for dinner aqain.
and her dog kinda like my feet, licking my feet almost every second.
took some photo, but too bad i was forbid to upload those pic ):
LOLS.
at night manage to pool with dear, meiqi&gris, marcus and his friends.
LOLS . damn lame can .
went back to gris house after that .
drink with him watch svc till 4plus . shagggggg!

today wake up around 2plus3 in the afternoon, thot waking up in between.
so went dear house after i shower .
and what the hell, gris didn't wait for me .
so have to take bus to amk alone . x:
and buy 'wangwang' for xiaohei . haas .
dear's dog was like no foods no talk . LOLS .
so xian.shi!
den slack and play at dear house,
watching youtube looking for ghost .
and dear went shock-edddd don know how many time
around 9plus we went dinner together .
it was sweet today . i love you . ((:
and tomorrow it monday blue aqain .
kinda sian 1/2
JIAYOU !!!! haas .

byebye!
takecareee and loves.

2008-08-14T13:07:00.004+08:00

I can’t believe that you’re gone.
You’re the only thing I need in my life.
Now I’m finding it hard just to sleep at night.
Since you told me, you won’t stay by my side.

Why did I let you turn and walk out that door?
I know why you’re saying goodbye.

[Chorus]
Baby, I should have said I love you.
I should have said that I do love you too.
Boy you know I was scared
To say that I cared
But I know I do,
I should have said I love you

I still feel your kiss on my lips,
I remember the sweet look in your eyes,
When you whispered the words, “ Baby, I love you”
You know you froze me,
I was hit by surprise

Why did I let you turn and walk out that door?
I know I’m not afraid anymore.

[Chorus 3x]
Baby, I should have said I love you.
I should have said that I do love you too.
Boy you know I was scared (Boy you know I was scared)
To say that I cared
But I know I do,
I should have said I love you

Baby, I should have said I love you.
I should have said that I do love you too.
Boy you know I was scared (Boy you know I was scared)
To say that I cared
But I know I do,
I should have said I love you

I should have said I love you. (I love you)
I should have said that I do love you too.
(Boy you know) Boy you know I was scared (Boy you know I was scared)
To say that I cared
But I know I do,
I should have said I love you.

this song is nice! :D

2008-08-10T21:04:00.001+08:00

o9.o8.2oo8
9 August 2oo8'

i am suppose to meet darlinqq at his work place and also to accompany him to his house. he have to shower, to eat his lunch, to style his hair and whatsoever today so we could meet my friends at marina to watch fireworks because today is NATIONAL DAY! it had been 2 hours i had waited for him. darlinqq arhs darlinqq. you are shuai enough lerh okaesx! theres no nid to style so nice, no one is watching except me! kkekes.
it is already 5 plus. so we took train to meet grismond, wei le and their friends at ang mo kio at the Kpool! watthe. we just reached there and grismond and the rest wanna t0 go to eat! its two of us left again, so we played pool while they went for lunch. i think its about 1/2 an hour since they came back to us. they told us they DID NOT eat! wonder where they jalan jalan. the 8 of us, went to take train to marina but Terine called and told us there's no more space for us to watch the fireworks! there were too mani human-beings. and so, we went vivocity to jalan jalan.
In the train, all of us except me bullied jeff! darlinnq, you guys were bad! 6 vs 1! They laughed at his slipper and bullied wei le as well. it was damn funny lorhs! it was fun to be with the 7 jokers. They talk nothing but craps ok! its ok to me, because they are funny! Seriously i think, they could do much more better than clowns ok! no them no laughs!
YEAH! finally we had reached vivocity. at that moment, wee yang's friend appeared! his name was SAVIOURD, well, iif iim not wrong. we went to look for dinner! some of them suggested long john silver so, ii led them there! we bought our meals and sat outside so we could eat. today is the first time i went out with them and eversince i met them, craps never stopped until.... all of them eats their dinner. wow, thats the only time my ears could stay in peace.
yeah yeah! the most fun part was here! we rest ourselves outside the air-conditioned place and i suggested to play TRUTH OR DARE! well, tho first they said TRUTH wasnt going to be fun, so i said then dare will do and we started using the " no swimming" signboard to act as the arrow. but it wasnt good enough, we decided to use wee yang's chocolate stick box! hmm, forgotten who was the lucky one who first being punished. but nevermind,we had lots of fun out there. jeff's punishment was the most funniest to me. he was punished to do some swimming style in front of the 2 girl whom both were pretty! hahaar! we laughed rolling on the ground. i was being chosen three times. what a good luck! first is to walk 3 round in around a couple, so embarassing can! then to dance infront of the 2 pretty girls. ALL of them were laughing at me lor, and including darlinqq! toopid baobeii. Lastly is to make a scene in front of the 2 pretty girls again with kiddo. couldn't imagine i am that daring. darlinqq so lucky. only to sit beside a uncle and "hahaha", thats it! not fair! wei le arh, to do push up and shout "123". aiiya, wei le, he's a little timid. Ivane, was punished to do push up and say "im strong!" in front of a family. hahaa. thats cool ok! wee yang, only shout " NO swimming" with the "no swimming" signboard in his hands waving. the new friend, saviourd i think, he was punished to take gurl's number. that was too easy for him because he dared! but he was forced to do push ups in front of a lady and tell her thats for her! hahaa. hhe's embarrassed too. finally grismond's turn. he was forced to do stupid thing. to take the chocolate stick box and ask for a lighter from 2 uncles. they said they do not bring lighter along with them, so he have to take out his own lighter and said " nevermind, ii have got myself" and light in front of them. ARENT that stupid?! GOOD time flies fast, we had got no choice but to go home because its late. so we ended the game with the 9 of us danced around the 2 pretty girl. WHAT a waste i wasnt a boy. if not i could ask for their numbers.
yupp yuppx. wei le, grismond, darlinqq and i have to sayy bye bye to the jokers and there we are apart.
it was a fun day today! thanks to gris and his friends!
last but not least, to myy darlinqq! iiloveyou baobeii!!!

because he is lazy to update his blog, thats why im here to update for him!

2008-08-06T12:00:00.001+08:00

我在这孤单的夏天幻想你微笑的脸
我每天对你的思念不知不觉中的有增无减
常常听人在说开心的时候要好好把握
别到后悔才感到寂寞感觉对了就没分对错
我们应该要把对方珍惜
而不是放开所有问题逃避
难道就这样的结束放下这段感情个走个路
明天开始我不再是那一个快乐的王子
所有爱所有痛就从此以后徘徊在我的世界里
明天开始你不再有爱你深深的这个王子
没了爱没了痛你是否可以能过更好的日子
因为不再有我

2008-08-04T13:48:00.010+08:00

that was stupid can .? LOLS .

that was crazy . :D

NG . "N"ick "G"ris

whao !!!!!! that was fun and crazy can .
LMAO . we was like laughing like hell .
but i was fun yesterday .
enjoy monkey amk ! :DDD

yesterday me and dear one month.
i love you ok .?
and and hope you like the lil present i gave . :D
morning dear come my house wait for me to prepare
cos i was so tired so i sleep till quite late . x:
so sorry yea . got to mafan you .
she reach here around 11plus .
still have time as we meeting gris and qi 12plus at amk .
LOLS .
so prepare went waiting for bus
and gris call say they go kpool first .
so we meet them straight at kpool .
no that pack yesterday as it was still early .
LUCKY ! dear and my form was back yesterday .
woo hoo ! . :DD
play till 3plus and rush to eat at mac .
suddenly just feel like eating . LOLS
and we book room at 4 .
we were late .
after eating we jiu went down yishun safra .
haas .
went singing till 8 .
4hour, but the cheap our time can .
so we volunteer mq to go ask the counter .
and their time was actually faster den our watch .
=.= and they add 15minutes more for us .
our singing video still with our girls .
hmms the late song we sang is "ALEX TOH"
-strip-
LOLS . it was damn freaking funny .
thanks to gris aqain .
WTHHHHH ! .

too bad we didnt manage to video the song down .
so we decide where can we go
when on the bus we still giggle abit the singing just now . !
nanananananananana
nanananananananana
LOLS .

and we end up at long john for our dinner . :D
at there always damn funny .
gris was like keep suanin meiqi .
i and dear was like laughing non stop beside them .
den take 853 back to amk .
stil early so we go 7-11 buy carlberg
gris aqain this time .
using those slang english .
WTF ! .
our laughter almost pollute the whole store .
OMG i cant believe i know him .
haas .
so we went playground toking crap and do some candid skill .
but too bad it prove that gris and qi is lacking on those skill .
=.=
haas . i upload those foto at my frenster .
help upload damn troublesome de. !

went napfa today at school .
i did my best .
haas . :D
but i think i won PASSSSS .
2.4km on wed .
shag . arghhhhhh !

alrtye byebye . !
i love you dar .

2008-07-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

sighs sighs !!
bad things happen aqain and aqain .
really tired of everything can .
just hope everything is fine .

2008-07-28T08:44:00.003+08:00

HELLO . :D
it monday blue once aqain . !
kinda sian 1/2, weekend have pass so fast can .
ytdd early morning go meet up with my buddy colin .
haas . :D
at yishun, it been months since we last met .
steven was there too .
cos i wan to have a hair cut near colin's house .
so ask him wanna tag along not, since we so long didnt meet .
den we met up for breakfast first . went blk 413 to have mee for breakfast .
start chatting after we got our foods on the table haas .
steven was the odd one out always .
we both have mee, and he went eating with his stupid rice .
LOLS .

we sat there almost one hour .
and dear was ardly at home waiting for me .
ask her to meet me 12.45pm at yishun interchqe.
and chatting how life recently, and guess what he got his driving license last months .
that cool, isn't it .
let me sit beside you if i have the chance haas . :D
and continue chatting on some sort family stuff too .
after while we went buying drink at the budget kinda mama shop .
haas .
coffeeshop's drink c.m.i
and off we went after paying our drinks .
walk slowly to the salon .
=.= not surprising, stil so many human-being.
haas . so i ask the staff there, how long we must wait.
that what i heard from him, "5 MORE PERSON"
den i say okok . tell my buddy let wait outside .
so i thot it wouldn't be that fast.
and we went outside listening to those freaking DJ song .
"muttons at midnight"
LOLS .
took us 2minutes when the staff said, it my turn .
HUH .? where the 5person go .?
LOLS .
so i ask, and he say he told me 5minutes instead of 5person .
ps , wondering am i going deaf . haas . x:
nbms anyway .
it didnt took me 10minutes for the hair cut .
least my head is lighter now .
so sms dear, and tell her i'm done . !
so have to wait for her to prepare, went buying drinks aqain
and went slacking at void deck . :D

ard 1plus jiu went off to northpoint with steven
and colin went lunch with his parent .
went northpoint steven tell me an irritating things .
"i wanna shitt" so i say shitt you can .
one day must shit how many time .
WTH ! . waited for him outside the toilet like an IDIOT.
so dear arrived, so went meeting her at the ntuc.
and part with steven and we went to my house .
and WTF! when we was at the lift, someone called my phone .
i didnt hesitate so i answer, and guess what
all i heard was those kinda like ghost screaming o rapping, i dont know!
quite long can, and i hand over the phone to dear
she push back the phone, not listening even a second .
it was damn so weird . !!!!!!!
and my dad was home too, quite surprising .
so prepare and had my lunch, and amk we went.
reach there sms meiqi, and they told us they was at the flat the day we ton.!
i and dear sian 1/2 so hot there and they didnt told us,
so we went dressing up nicely thot like going somewhere atleast interesting to study .
FAT HOPE !!!! .
ok lor, no choice went buying some foods to eat
and went to mos burger met up with xueqi awhile and we went off.
reach there slack while jiu start helping gris to do his coursework AGAIN !
pasting those no's sticker on the artifact
dear - drawing the 3d effects on the artifact
gris - thinking and planning on new ideas .
meiqi - =.= packing money . :D
arghhhh! . x:
at night we called for KFC delivery haas .
after dinner we went scaring each other .
and dear cried! BECAUSE I GOTCHA . !
LOLS .
damn funny can . :D
i'm sorry too, but i cant stop laughing .
it was 10plus soon so we part, send dear home .
haas .
so meet up nxt wkks yea .? misses.
gonna enjoy nxt wkks . ! woot
4days to endure
- PARTYWORLD, KPOOL

iloveyou many many dear .

2008-07-24T14:54:00.009+08:00

Muttons At Midnight! - What you missed : Justin & Vernon sing the Top 5 songs of 2007, Mutton Style... - Mediacorp Radio

damn fcuking stupid can . !
must try, NO REGRET ! LOLS

Muttons At Midnight! - What you missed : Justin & Vernon sing about what might happen to you if you forget a Valentine gift, decipher the meaning to the songs "Youre Beautiful" & "The Reason"... - Mediacorp Radio

the second idiotic DJ
LMAO . ! :D
sure must try :D
and i will never going to forget valentine gift .
violent . LOLS .

2008-07-22T12:46:00.005+08:00

PARTY FUN ! :D

after partyworld . ! ((:

things should be fine this way!

iloveyou .

sunday went to partyworld with dear, mei and alfred haas . :D

gris and meiqi cant meet ups this wkks .

so end up 4 of us go sing .

kinda miss meiqi and gris de stupid voice .

LOLS .

thot like sunday can sleep alittle while longer .

and that i having running nose early in the freaking morning .

arghh! =.= sian 1/2 can .

but heng stil not that worst until ytdd lors .

WTH ! happy happy went partyworld

when we start to sing mei and alfred end up shouting at each other .

really don know what happen to both of them recently .

kpps fighting over small lil things .

wondering izzit a long r/s can lead to . !

cos seriously i don wanna lead those kind of life anymore .

nothing is more impt den staying happy everyday . :D

haas .

anyway after all those things they manage to cool down .

and went singing aqain with us .

i and dear was like dotx . in the first place they shlddn't have start fighting .

LOLS .

sing till about 8pm lidat went amk lor .

cos sister wanna buy things there .

yea i know they both don wan us to bother them

fine lor . haas .

so me and dear went buying bread and just sit nearby

eating while waiting for them can .

pathetic . !

ardd 10plus went supper near dear hse there

acc dear hme jiu go hme with sister and alfred .

monday nearly overslept thot got test .

and thanks to dear :D she called me . !

so i quickly rush up and prepare .

and went school with alfred .

good enough there was no test on MONDAY ! .

idiot . so we have test today instead .

went test and come hme cos not feeling well since sunday .

den dear was worry she actually went all the way down for me .

silly girl , i love you many many . :D

rare enough is i slept at 8plus ytdd, till 6am today .

one wkks and i will get my pay aqain .

we've have fun aqain :D

LOLS .

be back soon !

ilove you dear, yea!

byebye

2008-07-16T18:59:00.002+08:00

Before Marriage...

> > > > > > Boy: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

> > > > > > Girl: Do you want me to leave?

> > > > > > Boy: NO! Don't even think about it.

> > > > > > Girl: Do you love me?

> > > > > > Boy: Of course! Over and over!

> > > > > > Girl: Have you ever cheated on me?

> > > > > > Boy: NO! Why are you even asking?

> > > > > > Girl: Will you kiss me?

> > > > > > Boy: Every chance I get!

> > > > > > Girl: Will you hit me?

> > > > > > Boy: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

> > > > > > Girl: Can I trust you?

> > > > > > Boy: Yes.

> > > > > > Girl: Darling!

> > > > > > > > After marriage...

> > > > > > JUST READ IT FROM BOTTOM TO TOP!

LOLS .
does it really come out to be this ways always .?
haa s. :D

2008-07-15T11:02:00.015+08:00

- SATURDAY -

jane's day!!!

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after jane's birthday ((: we are having damn load fun can .!
woot ! LOLS .
see yah soon and have fun ! . ((:

okok . i know, i super long never come update my blog .
lazy can . x:
obcos alot of thing wanna to update .
let see !

saturday morning went work frm gris's house

wake up about 6.15am, as his house was three busstop to my work place

haas . wake up, wash up and prepare

when gris was sleeping like nobody business .

maybe i was too loud and woke gris's mum up,

so do his lil brother haas .

den we chat awhile and i show them our singing video

LOLS .

slack while jiu went work and i actually forget my PHONEEEEE!

arghh, idiot can .

i realise only when i was in the bus . WTH!

i sian 1/2 can . cos i have to contact dear as we are going jane's birthday .

no mood totally .

den call gris's lil brother bring it down for me .

i got my phone finally, and i was relieve .

wahahahahas . :D

gris and meiqi come find me while i was working .

talk to them while and they've to go

cause meiqi have to rush her project.

haas .

so finally it 3pm and meet up with dear .

den we go shop shop cause we are stil early .

ardd 4 plus den meet jane and xueqi i think .

LOLS .

den i and dear went to my sister work place find her .

as she's oso working at amk .

den chat awhile with sister we jiu went novena by train.

reach there 4plus only, still early .

can relax yea . haas .

den we went to see pple playing volleyball

haas . commenting pple there . damn funny .

den dear help me massage yea . it nice seriously .

iloveyou, dear.

den dear call her laoposssssss *jane and xueqi

haas .

and realised they always at novena can .

HEN HAO ! went to find them.

it was the first time i saw both of them .

they are friendly obcos . SWEET yea .

but not as sweet as my girl .
LOLS . x:

and off we went to bugis .

alot of human being can . we was like being squeeze by those

so call uncivilised human . haas .

damn irritating . like it was the last train .

we are so nice so we didnt mind .

guess what, we saw HONGKONG star there .

their show was nice .

dear was high when she saw the handsome guy frm hongkong .

wahahahs . x:

and saw dear's laopo frens .

den jane went chatting with them

leaving us behind .

BIRTHDAY GIRL can be that popular .

hmms den jane part with us awhile as she went phototaking with her frens .

i heard .!

den me,dear,xueqi went shopping in the parco .

looking ardd for the cake shop

went to tcc and four leaves

those cake was small and sweet !

plan like after eating streamboat at bugis

come again for the cake and give jane a surprised .!

den those girls manage to get a balloon and plan to draw at the balloon .

haas .

BUTBUT no marker . den we have to look for marker now .

and xueqi's phone rang i guess .

she have to be photographer for jane meanwhile

LOLS .

left me and dear now .

went the 3rd story stationary shop to buy marker

and we went to a place and dear start drawing .

haas . so nice . :D

soon we meet up with them

and took some photo and went searching for the eating place .

too bad bugis streamboat place doesnt suit us .

so we went back to novena

*LA MEI ZI to eat .

we spent 3hour there .?

haas . having fun and it was quite hot there can.

but the food there not bad lahs .

went back novena after eating . passby MOS BURGER

and the three girl was so damn high can .

they saw their ex-workmate.

LOLS .

we get 4 drink and tea free . haas

den we went having fun outside and took photoooooo!

haas .

yea my shooting wasnt up to standard yea .

making them laugh like hell can .

3,2,1,2,3 move and snap .

excuse me, my trademark . !

LOLS .

so much fun that day!.

hope i didnt miss out something . :D

- SUNDAY -
***my sweetgirl and me, loves

-----

no sugar, wanna taste? LOLS

the scenery's so beautiful!

fountain, arent we sweet

clark quey* and i love her . ((:

group photos* :D

perfect4

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we're like tourists can . LOLS

reflected effect .!

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we took those photos on sunday !

LOLS . i went gris house on sat as i wan so late for home .

sure there isnt any transport to woodland

so went his house sleep after jane's birthday .

reach gris house ardd 4am .

cos went drinking with dear yea .

and we walk frm amk to bishan where dear stay haas

den i went walking to gris house too . !

dear was worry and keeps asking me to go no ndds to walk her home.

NO WAY can !

i know the pave there . so dark and it was ardly 3plus

wo bu fang xin **

chat quite load stuff with dear that day . :D

went sleeping after everything was done when i reach home .

actually dear don wan to come out on sunday .

she say she's tired the same goes to me too .

den i say it okay. nxt time maybe?

haas .

but sunday i wake up and know the dear wanted to go

persuaded by meiqi .? LOLS .

and went wash up and wait for gris to be home for shower

and off we went aqain , meet the both girls at amk hub .

and when everyone gather we went to kpool

play awhile there before we went shopping for pants.

contact steven as he say he don mind being lightbulb.

LOLS .

and it was scary looking at meiqi when we pool that time .

she actually went frustrating when she didnt get the ball in .

the first time can . so stress

it was just a games . chill and relax yea .

haas .

ardd 3plus we took 166 to cityhall for skinny .

when on the bus we was like playing with steven,

he went angry can and alight at the cityhall station there .

WTH! i seriously don like pple showing attitude to me

when we was like jokin and having fun outside .

lucky he didnt spoil my day that much .

we're just jokin what . what make you think it was that serious .?

so sick can . arghhhhh ! .

so we didnt bother him . and went shopping for our pants

LOLS .

we try our first pants it was so tight can .

but the design was nice but too bad,

it was damn uncomfortable . so we didnt buy

went to another shop for bermudas and skinny obcos.

and we manage to get it . haas . :D

thanks yea dear . giving me advice on what colour i shldd buy . :D

love you !

and we went clark quey afterthat .

shop there and went eating the pizza there .

meiqi de **hao jie shao

buy one and get in free .

no bad actually . $14 for 2

quite worth it cos i and dear was damn FULLLLL .

and poor gris have to finish all for us .

sorry yea brother . haa s.

aqain we went photo-taking :D

so much fun too .

see yah too .

sunday vivo .? wahahahas .

byebye, finally finish updating . :D

2008-06-23T21:49:00.002+08:00

wowwowwow!
sat went to work lors as usual .
and i was damn fucking shaqq .
sighs ! but nbms lahs .
everything go smoothly for me
when workin i mean .
so after work meet ups with frens they came my hse first .
ardd 5 plus we went out aqain lors .
to amk aqain haas .
meet up some frens there too .
LOLS .den saw gris they all .
so we taq aqain for dinner haas .
we decide to eat at NEWTON .
aiyas don know what the name of the foodcourt lahs there was eight of us .
haas .
me, gris, meiqi, weile, weeyang, ivan, kido, and one forget his name .
LOLS . he was kido cousin lahs anyway .
when we reach there, those pple there were horrible .
and it was quite crowd as it was saturday .
haas . and so we went looking for sit .
and there was load of choice lahs .
but i think there famous is becos of the seafoods as we were finding sit .
those pple was like,trying to intros their food .
asking us to sit here and sit there .
but gris doesnt gif a damn lahs .
he ask we to continue walkin .
so we went to the most back near carpark there lors .
and manage to find sit enuff for 8s' wahahas .
so we order lors .
mostly the price there is like s:$10 m:$12 l:$15
we order 5dishs i think LOLS .
all spicy wan lors .
and wee yang was like crapping .
wanted to order the stupid crab .
it was damn exp can .
haas 100g $7 .... =.=
den we ask the uncle .
mostly one crab weight 400gto500g
i and gris was like giving the WTH face asking wee yang to shut up .
LOLS .
damn funny .
weile cough lahs . cant eat so he order other food .
we teasing his sauage lips everytime .
and he was so =.= saying ' kaobeii lahs '
finally after all crapping our food came .
we start to dig in . and it was damn hot there, everyone was sweating .
and our foods is damn spicy wan .whew . !
LOLS .
beside our table there was a bunch of don know where de pple making damn lots noise sei .
but there was a chioooooo bu
haas .
so we ask ivan to qo qet her no's cos ivan was looking at her non-stop .
LMAO .
den after we finish our dinner we qo washroom first .
acting like we just been here, haven eat .
and can de lors . pple stil cant see we are full . WTHH !
on the way deciding where to go sei . haas
den we walk to the train station pass by one 7-11
went in have fun . LOLS .
so cool can . idiotic staff how stupid can they be .
i don know lahs .
we take bus on the opposite road we alight just now .
we were so damn loud in the bus . and becos ob weile lahs .
he provoke me can . hao lian his fcuking soccer skill .
this sat we play soccer at hougang . see whus laugh in the end .
LOLS . :D
den we reach amk in no time aqain lors .
went stroll and shaqq lors . everybody is full but like no energy .
cant make their mind where to go . LOLS .
wan buy beer o play pool . anything is i heard among ourself .
STUPIDD . !
so ite we went NTUC buy beer haas .
the drinking idea is from the idiotic wee yang lahs .
and what he brought 1 tiny bottle .
actually i and gris wan buy 4 500ml de lors .
he totally spoil our mood . nbms .
den went multi carpark lors .
den i and wee yang went up faster haas .
and we saw the firehose den i and wee yang prepare,
aiming at the door trying to ambush gris, meiqi and weile
cos the other went to washroom aqain . will be late .
haas . and once the door is open i fire in the hole haas.
guess whus kanna shot . IT WEILE .
LMAO ... !!!!!! it damn freaking funny . he's wet in no time .
LOLS .
den we notice we were spy lors . but the upper block pple .
don wan create trouble so we change the place to PLAYGROUND .
den chat and play TRUE & DARE .
every unknown thing have been reveal .
WTH ! but it fun and nice .
it soon ten den so home is all we headed . !
i tonning at gris hse that day LOLS .
so we part with the others'
acc meiqi home first lors . den went back amk aqain !
went his hse chat with silly girl den went shower .
den i and gris hungry so we went coffeeshop buy foods .
praying that stil have foods to grab as it was 1plus in the morning
and yahh everywhere oso don have foods can .
3 damn coffeeshop . what 24 hour damn it .
so we have no choice walk further to 7-11 aqain lors .
buy foods and drink haas . eat outside the store .
and went back after that and the time was just nice .
and watch till 5 lors . holland lose can . so damn fcuking FAKEEEEEEE .
kns . !
went sleep and it sunday . haas .
sunday night went hme lors . and i lost all my song in mp3
so damn sway aqain . ! no comments .

today so shaqq lahs .
went work at 7 and morning nearly cant wake up lors .
work till 5plus liddat lors . 7am to 5pm .
tireddddd . ! next wkks qoinqq ipoh le lors .
wee e wee . muz enjoy be4 school start .
hao lahs .
byebye i'm off to chat . :D

2008-06-20T16:34:00.005+08:00

aloysius and me

gris and me

here we are :D

it been so so long

nice, isnt it . :D

hey yea , i'm back to blog aqain .
LOLS .
that yesterday de pic lahs .
i went yi ma hse after my work at amk lors .
cos grandma is discharged from the hospital . :D

everyone was dead worry since den .

but now we can at least relieved while .

and it yi ma birthday ytdd . so we celebrating too .

haas .
den reach there gris call me acc him qo have lunch can .

den i walk there lors .

cos it just few minutes walk haas .

went there jiu discuss soccer stuff . LOLS .

den prepare jiu went buy foods and cake .

on the way gris say he wan bet on portugal lahs .

den we went singapore pool see the odds.

on the way we saw one siao.lang holding a FAKE fone

toking to his imagination frens, you know yea .

stand there for aleast 10minutes .

gris den make up his mind .

LOLS .

and mum gif me $20 to buy chicken wing .

so we went buying chicken wings after that.

haas .

den darryl dare me lors .

i say you dare jiu throw the cd in your hand lahs .

damn it he really dare .

the cd end up on the grass beside the pavements

i jitao LL lors.

but nbms . he stil went back to take the cd

so i win .

den went back to yi ma hse after everything is brought .

went there eat dinner together den celebrate with yi ma and all.

and aloysius was going to chalet de .

but ite he changed his mind i think .

he come back with his gf mindy .

LOLS .

we disiao yi ma till siao .

she kpps laughing like hell .

wahahahahas .

i was really fun .

den we youngster went drink playing games lors .

too bad not enuff beer .

so we went down to minimart to buy .

went up contiune aqain .

haas, den we all was like half shaq

we change our games to mans games .

LOLS .

ARM WRESTLING . !!!!!!

it been really long since we gather ardd and have fun .

it was damn fun . ! :D

we took some photo together . !

and it was late so i and mum went hme by cab .

LOLS .

see yours' all on saturday .

byebye .

2008-06-16T20:21:00.004+08:00

finally i'm back .

sighs . nowadays no moods and not feel to update .

cos grandma in hospital le .

becos she's so sick .

and i have no moods for anything .

so my sunts suggest she shldd qo to the hospital to check .

sighs .

grandma please faster recover .

we've been visiting the hospital for the past two days .

today i qot work 11-7 lors .

and tml start 7 in the morning so i cant visit her today .

hope she feel even better today .

those picture is taken ytdd. :D

it nice isnt it . LOLS .

god bless . !

and friday went town wid frens .

haas .

cos my frens birthday .

there are 16 of us .

it been some time i didnt saw them

cos diff class now .

they having attachment .

LOLS .

den going seoul garden to eat dinner lors .

$30 can . so exp .

LOLS .

but we have load fun wahahs .

wah kao that fuyu stil nbrr on9

i wan the pictures .

and she wan to take pic wid me nbrr say .

i early go hme what that day

sorry lahs . LOLS .

den went hme at 9 plus wid gan mei .

haas .

den i put my wallet in her bag .

cos i lazy carry lahs .

den she alight at amk .

and i forqet my wallet totally .

didnt know what i was thinking . arghh !

she call me den . so i have to qo back to amk .

damn it .

LOLS .

nth much le .

byebye . !

2008-06-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

LOLS . that my small brother . ((:

today went bugis, pray pray for grandma .

she's not feeling well for two weeks .

growing weaker and thinner everytime i saw her .

my heart ache load to see her lidat .

she dote me so much .

when i see her today she's on the wheelchair .

sighs .

i hope she will be fine .

doctor say if today de med stil nbrr see any improvement

she will have to qo to hospital . )):

god bless grandma please .

this is nice isn't it . thanks to jas intros((:

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand

Don't wanna let you go

I love the way you say that I am your man

Don't understand why we can't go on and go on

Don't understand why

You don't belong in my arms

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even if I walked on the water

Would you come out to sea

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go

I just don't understand

It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow

The memories of you here with me by my side

I can't deny that you are the love of my life

I still cry for you

I would die for you

I can't believe all the words I heard you say

I still long for you

And I was strong for you

I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

i was just so nice . :D

2008-06-09T16:34:00.002+08:00

HEYY there . !!
today went school at 12plus as lesson start at 2 .
LOLS .
den today qott SAD test sei . nbrr really study .
cos i no book what haben buy book yet haas .
since april haa s. waste money only .
last yrs i buy oso no use . WTH !
so this year semester i didn't buy haas .
only buy assignment book haas . x:
reach school stil early lors . fining a nice place to sit .
haas . you know yah .? den i and ivan qo to the back sit lors .
ask joyce they all sms us the answer haas . LOLS .
aizai lehs .
the paper last bout 1hour can .
den we take 30minute lidat jiu qo back le .
haas . den went smoke first tok cock jiu qo hme .
ytdd sunday den wake ups 11plus lors .
sms that stupid potatoes ask her what time come .
haas . den use com download song all .
3plus 4 den qo cwp meet her lors haas .
went shop shop and went my hse play audition can .
she was slqqin while i was playing arghh !! .
fcuking sian nehs . drag her out haas . qo buy foods and take 161 to hougang
haas . acc her hme . den take bus hme watch my show haas .
lucky stil manage to be in time haas.
:D
and wednesday heng no test sei ..
can slack . :D
LOLS .
byebye !

2008-06-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

wah kao i'm back mans .
whus the hell is this spammer aqain .
WTH! please pple are qetting so bored to spam pple .
LOLS .
lazy to bother .. seriously haas . :D
ohs ytdd went work lors . i see the wrong schedule lors .
thot nobody take half shift lors .
in the end is i blind lahs . don noe see what lors . haas .
ehs . is actually nxt wkks den alone lors .
this wkks qot melanie lors .
but qott her oso no use lahs . she stil the same .
freaking noob and selfish .
lykk today i purposely don wan do all the invoice de .
eberiityme let me do so many lors . :D
thay why i don wan to do lors, den she complain nors .
i don care bahs haas . LOLS .
and today was sway and load show to see sia .
i can see the vcd replay lors . can really see how the malay guy steal lors.
but too bad we cant manage to find him lors .
LOLS . i tink they will come back aqain lors .
haas . :D
ehs ytdd after work ms potatoes come find me lors .
den we went smoking le jiu come my hse haas .
cos she wan transfer song nors . i oso wan shower haas .
LOLS . den after that we jiu went hougang lors .
qo my grandma hse take my basketball shoe .
den my cousin sms me too say com spoil . haas .
ask me help her fix lors . den i qo thrr kpps pressing F9 jiu ok .
WTH ! i thot what sia .
LOLS . actually is my luck lahs . wahahas .
after that went to bishan lors . cos too early mahs .
we took the bus 88 damn freaking long .
WTF ! falling asleep sia .
keeps asking her when will reach wahahs .
and we're damn bored sei . !
haas. qo bishan find ms potatoes de frens haas .
LOLS .
den went back tpy aqain haas . peii her till thrr lors .
den i went hme aqain haas .
today lahs . keeps raining . ib not we playing basketball now .
so i cancel everytinqq nors . x:
arghh ! ite end ups so sian at hme lors . :D

byebye !

2008-06-05T16:53:00.003+08:00

wah kao . nowaday thing really qoinqq against me . !
damn fcuking sway de lors .
today went to school at 11 lors . den jiu have one hour de lesson
after that qo break lors . it not raining till we reach that coffeeshop . !
=.= den finish eating i started to rain sia .
no choice we have to speed in lors . and was drench . WTF !!
den when to second lesson lors . at 1pm .
sit thrr play audition . cos no ndds do anything mahs .
assignments finish le can slack le lors .
and nxt wkks maybe no lesson . that cool . :D

den ahzun qo toilet sudd and i noe he was to smoke de lors .
so i jio ivan too .
qo toilet smoke and tok lors .
nb den qot wan siao lian de come in . noob lors .
can be even noober . cheebye diao us .
den not enuff . ask teacher come lors .
we was shocked lors . when teacher come in .
normally teacher won come this freaking smell de toilet de .
yahh true no evidence lahs . but i'm sure it him . arghh !!
the teacher come in jiu say . what you doing . gif me your ic .
den ivan don care jiu walk out le lors . den we follow him too lors .
ah zun and one other frens jiu qo to outside class .
me and ivan went canteen lors . the teacher clever qo ask ben ong for help
lidat shure we die lahs . kns . !!
den ask joyce they all bring our bag come down lors .
we cant hang round school for today sia .
so we went hme lors . kns .

went calling ms potatoes complain LOLS .
damn fcuking sway lahs .
and yah this is nice . :D

很想对你说声最近好吗
一句简单的话
兜来兜去作罢
很想探听你和现在的他
会幸福快乐吗
像我们从前一样
他爱你吗
比我更爱吧
我一直跟自己这样说话
他疼你吗
幻想我是他
我这样的想法
会不会太傻
还是有点牵挂
我放不下怕你会流泪
怕你会受伤
开不了口的牵挂
在我心中挣扎
有些话在你离开后我真的好想说

no moods update . !! arghh !
byebye .

2008-06-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

我在每个和你分开的日子里
爱你的心从未止息看时间悄悄划开
我们的距离让我不能自己
发现我不够好你也不完美
纷纷扰扰伤痕累累
恨自己当初伤害你不懂得珍惜
却来不及
我在无尽的等待
却只剩伤害
心碎的时刻喔有谁能明白
无尽的悬崖孤独的存在
没有你的未来
我的爱失去后才明白
后知后觉你却在咫尺天涯
道不尽千言万语
在心口难开真实你的存在
你的爱我总是放不开
只能在梦醒时分痛却难以释怀
在我心上没人能替代
是你的无尽存在
无尽的爱

2008-06-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

ARGHH !! . bad days ytdd .
fcuk sia . it been 5days since i've been school lors .
den ytdd just went back jiu qot test .
non ob my frens told me that till i reach the school . x:
some sort ob assignment2 too lahs .. start at 8 lors .
we're the first batch for the test nors .
it qot started soon after we reach the classroom .
sitting at the same place whrr we took our assignment1 that time .
lucky that my frens stil can manage to solve the qns lors .
this time manage to finish all the qns nors . :D
after test jiu went for two hour of theory lors . shi sian de .
break after that, went out to eat .
wanted to eat wanton mee de lors .
ite end upp nbrr open for business ytdd haas .
so went for the chicken rice aqain nors . :D

it start raining when we just started to eat . x:
went back to school find victor cos he nbrr qo eat wid us lors .
qo back library find him, den playing audition & sms jas(: ..
it was kinda fun sms-in her . :D
den went for the practical lesson lors .
the time thrr was slow arghh! .
den ivan jio me qo smoke lors .
went to the toilet lors. toktok thrr . LOLS .
back klas awhile jiu can qo hme le lors . s
and ytdd night dad was hme lors .
fetching us qo causeway thrr shop .
and bring my sister qo chqe money nors .
she qoinqq trips to australia lors .
8days band trips . :D
gonna miss her noisy voice haas . x:
went sheng siong jiu went him lor .
i was damn fcuking piss off at nitex .
end ups slqqing 3plus4 . fcuk lors ...
and i just wake upp LOLS .
aiyas will update soon .

byebye .!

2008-06-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

HEYS . :D
today slqq till 11pm lors .
9plus liddat ms potatoes wake me up aqain .
so bad sia . x:
LOLS . :D
heard that grandma is sick lors .
so today my mum early jiu qo visit her at my cousin hse .
i cant wake up so early de lors . i slept 2plus ytdd lors .
chatting at msn lors . haas .
and i say something i cant believe it too .
i told them i wanna wear skirt widd them nxt time .
arghh ! regret . x:
LOLS
den nuan awhile jiu qo shower lors .
and plan to gif grandma surprised . ! :D
download song while waiting for sister to qo out 2tgt lors .
郭静 de song nors . super nice sia haas .
after sister shower hao i jiu style hair jiu qo out le lors .
went down wait for bus 965 lors .
cos only that bus i can transfer to 169 lehs .
and WTH the 965 is fcuking hot de lors .
i and sister was sweating lykk hell .
cant wait to qet off the bus faster . x:
den on the bus jiu sms ms potatoes see wan meet lata mah .
LOLS .
she say can ahs . qo pei her potong pasir mac study lors .
haas . den i say only can meet 3plus liddat lors .
den when i reach my cousin hse thrr they was shocked to see me .
LOLS .
den ask grandma how le lors .
she have flu and fever lors .
can see her weight drop alots lors .
sadd to see her lidat lors . maybe we're losing her soon .
after that went playing psp with my cousin haas.
have my lunch thrr jiu qo meet ms potatoes le lors .
cos cousin gris oso qoinqq out . haas .
we take bus 2tgt qo amk hub thrr .
chat alot . it been so so long since we chat sia.
busy life let us drift apart . x:
den we part at amk mrt thrr lors . cos he take 74 to meet his gf lors .
den i qo take mrt to tpy lors .
haas .
wah lao and i reach tpy le idiot potatoes stil haven reach .
stil say she reach le lors . WTHH
she was late . !!! whrr my water sia .?
LOLS .
den we take 142 to potong pasir qo meet her frens ms peanut lors .
and wahlao she so slow de lors .
we actually wait for her for almost 2hours sia .
den finally we reach mac le lors .
den awhile she jiu qo work le .
we wait so long den so fast she jiu qo lors . =.=
den left me and the idiots ms potatoes lors .
i too bored to do sumtinqq great .
is to snap shot her . LOLS .
but she don let me upload . x:
and i treasure my life . don wanna to kill by her .
after that ardd 6plus we jiu qo le lors . haas .
went back tpy lors . ask her pei me qo watson buy wax . (:
and we went hme after that . !! (:
i meeting diana and ms potaoes this friday haas .
let qo enjoy haas . (:
byebye . :D

2008-05-31T23:46:00.007+08:00

it been days since i bloqq le lors .
quite busy wid life now lors . haas .

playing and enjoying single life. (:

that cool lors . don ndds to care so much and feel the hurt too .

saturday went to work sick lors .

whus would care even ib i tell someone .?

right? it doesn't make any diff anyway haas .

so nbms . den was struggling lors . my nose den xinku .

i was feeling lykk WTH ! .

den nbms after work jiu went out widd frens qo watch movie lors .

the * caspian prince . nania.

went buy ticket at 4 plus den went to NTUC to buy drinks .

saw my gan mei LOL S.

widd her bf lors . i call her *siao lian ehs . den she turn back .

haas .

chat awhile jiu qo le lors . bf thrr don wan disturb wat .

LOLS .

den brought our thing jiu qo watch movie le lors .

it was about five le haas .

damn exciting sia the show . (:

you should watch the previous part and this now de .

haas . rating i gif 5 :D

LOLS .

that all for friday night .

as for today .

went work as usual lors .

it wan drizzling when i reach amk lors .

actually want to smoke de, cross the traffic .

den bobian lors . qo take underground haas .

today wid auntie cat lors . :D

not sian today chit chat and laugh loads sia .

haas .

badminton session after work today . 6pm at tpy lors .

we reach tpy only 5 lors .

figuring how to qet the CC lors .

spenting us 45minutes to reach lors .

LOLS .

it was damn funny de lors .

actually oso no ndds take bus de .

it just take us 10min to walk only .

but raining too bad, i insist taking e bus .

haas .

and we waited for other frens till damn hell long sia .

qot piss off . ! arghh .

running out of patience.

haas . den after that ms potatoes come find me lors .

she reach le jiu call me qo mac e bus.stop thrr wait her .
cos her frens qoinqq off to work .
ib i not wrong lahs . LOLS .
den we smoke lors . waiting for the bus 73 to come .
damn fcuking long ke yi wan lors .
actually miss diao a bus lahs . they lors take their time to walk .
LOLS .

finally e bus came den we jiu qo off buy drinks le lors .

haas .

den went back to the CC
and i thot at least we would win one MATCH. arghh !

but end up first match tio trash . LOLS .

i so lonqq nbrr play le lors. NOOB .

WTF . ! stil kanna say by brother .

cheebye lors .

after two matches we jiu went off le .

i part widd frens and accompany ms potatoes hme lors .

den went to her hse awhile lors .

play widd her cute hamster . FATTY *

but she was shitting the whole place up .

so i ask ms potatoes maria to clean up .

LOLS .

FATTY . :D

struggling man . x:

den after that jiu play card lors .

so funny lors . she kpps losing LOLS .

wha lao so lousy ahs . x:

haas . sorry not to have let you win lors .

i was jkjk lahs . you tink i will let you qo mehs .?

i not that bad please haas .

LOLS .

went hme after that .

it was a super tiring day . arghh!

gonna qet some rest . haas . :D

byebye .!

you're just damn nice to bully . :D

2008-05-29T15:07:00.003+08:00

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 1/2) - so swit :D

古巨基 - 勁歌金曲2 - 情歌王 MV (PART 2/2)

2008-05-29T13:53:00.002+08:00

HELLOS . :D
today wake up at 10plus lahs .
jiu reply ms potatoes de msg lors .
haas. :D
ehs. den finally my com is fix haas .
technician just come at 12plus lors .
say my system have corrupted . =.=
den have to reformat the whole system .
LOLS .
can listen to music aqain .
safe mode don have speaker mode le .
sickening indeed haas . :D
den manage to find the song i wan 陶喆 - 飞机场的10.30.
it kinda nice lahs .
so today have to take leave lors frm skol .
LOLS .
ytd dad came hme . i saw his car while on the way back .
when i reach hme he was fixing the air-con lors .
FINALLY, as he is owae not free de .
6plus till 9plus lors . have to install this and that
troublesome lahs . arghh!
tomorrow have to work aqain le lors.
so sian . x:
nth to bloqq . byebye . :D

2008-05-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

don sad le ohs . :D
you missing it presence now, i noe !!
i oso noe it hard as it was the first day.
it true that was a shocking incidents
cheer ups and i owae be there for you lors .
cos life is fragile we never know what happen tomorrow .
we muz be brave and face everything alrtye .?
jiayou ok .?
it will miss you too i'm sure
may baibai rest in peace (:

2008-05-27T14:55:00.003+08:00

爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做

如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

我愿意为你
忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意为你

baby baby baby baby O baby baby O baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

能不能让我陪著你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

象你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
也记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部

眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

2008-05-27T14:00:00.004+08:00

wow . have a weird dream ytd night . LOLS .
didn't expect i will have that type of dream .
maybe we've been contacting each other the past few wkks .
LOLS .
it not nightmare pls . x:
FCUK . !!
my lips hurt loads . arghh !
da.jie lahs . help her ite kanna hit by her .
she actually use the peach tea bottle to wack my head.
and it qot it on my mouth instead . x:
today suppose to end at 4 de .!
but all my frens nbrr qo so i oso pon nors .
LOLS .
anyway feel lykk slqqin sia .
was lykk playing psp at the two whole lesson .
thot ob playing widd victor de but end ups he nbrr come .
and in MR.SOONG class,
i was thinkin what's he teaching . don really understd .
he was just so bored .
and keyi zai sian yidian de lors .
den 12 plus went lunch wid frens just outside our campus .
i and joyce went to order the chicken rice
and it took us 30minutes to wait for that rice .
we was lykk WTH when everybody is eatin
and yet we've have to wait . we nearly die ob hunger .
actually oso not that serious .
sudd ms idiots potatoes call me while i was eating
saying that their netball team leading LOLS .
yah lahs . was happy for her . haas .
LOLS . x:
ehs . den after lunch went smokin wid ivan and ahzun lors .
the weather oso keyi zai hot abit de lors .
was sweatin while on my way hme . arghh!

let look at the bright side today . :D

2008-05-26T14:50:00.010+08:00

WAH LAO .
my com spoil sia .
manage to qet in and use, using the safe mode lors
just call the technician le lors .
they will return call at abt 5plus liddat lors .
fcuking sian sia . LOLS
so many days nbrr bloq le lors .
let see . :D
ohs yahh sat went to ahboon open hse at sengkang .
wth we're lost in the middle ob our trips .
cos didn't really noe how to qet thrr mahs haas .
dden msg him ask him how .
you noe wth he say .
ask us take cab in, yahh trying to cute lors .
WTF . ! dden second choice is nxt time den meet .
i and my other frens jiu just anyhow figure out how to qo lors .
LOLS .
lucky stil manage to find his 2pid block 273B
and his hse is damn fcukin nice .
but too bad is small when you qot in his hse .
reach his hse jiu tok cock drink some beer .
after that decide to have movie at amk hub .
i was lyk dotx, cos i just went thrr for work nia .
NOW is lykk have to qo back .
went thrr to watch indiana jones at 9.30 .

*at 7-11 :D

it was pack de lors .
went to play arcade too . LOLS
msg-ing ms potatoes all e way.
i no ndds spent money all is frens gif.
den the show was lykk siian .
not really nice for me thot . x:

and ytdd went to cut hair lors .
jiu went sengkang play bball lors .
went hme shower, jiu watch awhile tb lors .
den ms potatoes reach singapore jiu sms me le lors .
cos she qoinqq malaysia ytd mah .
ask her reach hme prepare jiu call me lors . LOLS .
dden chat till 11plus i qo watch tb she qo slqq .
wat a pig LOLS . :D

** you're gifin me nth, but the chance to leave .

2008-05-21T13:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO . :D
today didn't went to skol .
nine plus kanna disturb by someone . idoit siia . :x
den recieved msg frm zhutou . feel so happy . :D
told her that saturday that "crapper" invite us qo his new hse .
near sengkang lors, ask whether she wanna join too (:
LOLS .
she say maybe can, i hope she can. :D
den went back rest awhile more ten plus wake up use com lors .
mum cook lunch, after we've taken our lunch went out to woodlands CC .
hand in the bursary form lors .
if approve qot $800 to take lehs .
weather stil suck lykk hell 2day . WTH !
30may qot chalet at aloha, frens BD
stil tinkin wanna qo anot . LOLS .
can ask frens qo play car too .
they drivin thrr wat haas ..
yahh 22may which is tmll, alfred havin "TP" le lors .
pass den jiu qot license le lors . haas .
den nxt time qo rent car play too :D

surfing the net and came along sthh interesting . :D
* i'm nobody
* nobody is perfect
* i'm perfect becos i'm nobody
LOLS .
quite interesting, isn't .?

takecare everyone . esp her :D
i miss her .

2008-05-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

HEY . :D
ehhs . finally it over .
i've waited so lonqq . arghh !
why cant time just pause for awhile .?
and why pple is so childish . WTH !
anw it doesn't bother me .
cos small kid is owae beinqq forgive LOLS .
just now went to amk walk walk too .
i miss her arghh !! how is she nw .?
sometyme really hope to qo back to whrr we use to be .
qoinqq out soon aqain .
hme is just so borinqq .

2008-05-17T08:57:00.003+08:00

HELLO . :D
morning . it just so early i cant slqq le lorhs .
ytdd chat on the fone till 1 liddat .
dden buey dong le lorhs jiu tell ms lil love consultor i qoinqq slqq .
LOLS .
lame eberityme, but at least i smile . (:
dden ytdd went to work at 11am norhs .
siian dde that time arghhs . nxt wkks work DAY shift . *7amto3pm
for friday and saturday lorhs .
work stil fine actually was rushing the planogram aqain .
as deadline is coming. i qo thrr straight qo do my stuff le lorhs .
11am to 3pm
at least i completed the drink corner haas . :D
dden i qott incentive $20 lorhs .
plus`sell (*above avg trans) for last months
extra money to spent haas . not bad right .?
LOLS .
dden YEO's supplier came .
went lunch together lorhs . dden no ndds fork out money eat ytdd haas .
aii.zaii man . LOLS .
after finish my lunch qo smoke jiu continue work.
work at counter cos melanie have to work on topping upps
for SI and cigg . arghh damn loadds human .
coming with more that 3bill at a time .
and make the whole quene jam .
i was lykk WTH !! =.=
dden qott one customer sibei lame lorhs .
come in make a fuss out of it . it just a small matter .
and it doesn't concern abtt us . it the 4D shop watt .
she shldd find that manager .
talking so loud scare that nobody will hear her .
pissoff .
the air con thrr was the BEST lorhs .
arghh !
fucking HOT i tell you . can dde .
finally struggle throu the whole 4hour at counter .
7 off we went dden qo wait for ahboon lorhs .
NB he so slow 8plus dden reach
say wat shit OT . LOLS .
dden tok cock on the way to S11 (blk 711)
haas . qo thrr la kopi . haas .
dden slack thrr till 9plus10
jiu qo take train hme le lorhs . super shaqq .
haas . anw it over . :D

cheer upp . MIA
takecare . :D

2008-05-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO . :D
wah liao, finally freaking thursday is over .
arghh stress and tired these few days .
class test and assignment . arghh !!
siian man . lucky today dde test stil can larhs .
but qot two qns i gif up larhs . WTH ! no mark obcos .
msg my frens all alonqq . LOLS .
iib not more siian norhs .
anw thrr nth special happen today larhs . LOLS .
mum hope you takecare ob ur health (:
we love yah

:D

2008-05-14T18:53:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D
hmms ohs yahh i rmbb ytdd on the way back,
i saw chye ning LOLS .
dden chat alonqq the way back . haas .
since so lonqq we've meet each other haas .
she's currently at bukit batok ITE . (FITNESS course)
and she was askin when annex can play bball aqain
she will come find us . LOLS .
i say see how lorhs . nw all qott their life le .
not lykk last time le . omg qot the urge to play too lehs .
i was wondering LOLS .
anw i hate pple find you becos ob money dde.
not the first time you wanted to lent frm me man .
i have nbrr meet you yet you ask me lent .
sure won qet my money back dde lorhs .
i rather use it myself right .?
i didn't reply her obcos .
today's weather was coolin :D
arghh but i was drench when i reach my skol .
it was raining so heavily . i run to my skol .
WTH !! shldd rain when i reach what . LOLS .
that impossible i noe . i was just jkjk god . :D
tmll qot klas test lorhs . i think ask ask ardd dde larhs
the teacher so easy buey dde . wahahas .
wkkends cominqq soon .
i hope it will be FUN :D

cheer ups .

2008-05-13T20:10:00.004+08:00

It not that I cant live without you
It just that I dont even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now i'll be holdinqq you
There nothin that I wouldnt do for you
Girls if I only knew

The words i've to say
The road i've to take without you
I just want to find a way back to your heart
What can I do?
To get to you once aqain
I dont know how it got so crazy
But i'll do anythinqq to set things right
Let me prove my love is real
And i'll made you feel the way i feel

I hope to turn back time
To make you mine
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you

just wan to qo back whrr we use to be .
when we're smiling becos we've each other beside eberiiday

2008-05-13T17:12:00.001+08:00

有多久没见你
以为你在哪里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你
过去让它过去
来不及从头喜欢你
如果不能永远的走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在我的身体
守护我ㄉ回忆

aren't it swit .?
imu. ):

2008-05-13T16:44:00.010+08:00

I'M BACK :D
ytdd went out and was late for hme
tired to bloqq too haas . LOLS .
as usual ytdd morningg jiu went to skol lorhs .
dden eberiitinqq was fine . haas .
break time received kaien and colin dde msg .
ask me qo out after skol . i say anitinqq .
as nowaday at hme oso nthh much to do . haas . LOLS.
went hme jiu prepare qo out le lorhs .
they planning to qo to amk at first dde .
don realy feel lykk qoinqq so far so we decide to slack at YISHUN
haas .
anw so lonqq didn't qo back since i've move my hse .
LOLS . :D
as i was waiting for bus i saw a guy(*actually is a gal) LOLS .
i didn't realise she was one ob colin frens too .
she was smoking so i took 969 qo yishun first
reach thrr went smoking and after that colin,en,wen,karhoe,sito have arrived
and i thot that was all . so i say wanna qo whrr .
but they say muz wait for josie lorhs .LOLS .
and it was the gal at woodlands bus-stpp .
we both shock LOLS .
she was just staying two doors beside me siia .
yet i didn't saw her, never to have know her haas .
so coincidence man . too bad singapore not that big .
LOLS .
and we saw auntie janet too . chat widd her abt the incidents last sat .
dden we slack at the 7-11 outside for half an hour i think .
dden they decide to qo to KFC . haas.
so we went thrr as josie and en wanted to grab some foods .
we tok cock all those lors . FUCKING long nbrr meet out le wat .
what to do .? :D LOLS .
dden i ask josie to pass me the ash-tray she ask why .
dden i stand ups and ask those 3malay strangers.
i say"HEY qot smoke.? no right? and i took it away" LOLS .
ite kanna shoot by them say i so violent .
they kanna scared by me . HELLO!! i too kind to be a BAD guy man .
LOLS .
anw i shld say 'excuse me' . LOLS . that what josie teach me .
arghh ! cant be bother man .
halfway my sister appear in nowhrr calling my FULLNAME .
i was lykk WTHH =.= i knew it her . cos only she does that .
haas . ask her qo whrr all those shit . dden off she went haas .
without knowing the time was 7plus ardly .
we plan to qo safra slack lorhs . anw yishun qott wat entertainment .
LOLS .
went we reach safra went to arcade first . watch them play
cos i don wanna waste money on that . LOLS .
dden went to play the throwing dart it was FUCKING lame .
karhoe throw and he broke the new dart . LOLS .
violent . dden don noe wat hpn to en and colin .
gifin faces to each other . we didn't really bother .
until 9plus whrr we cant find them at safra .
so we went to find them . :D
after that we know eberiitinqq was settle.
we qo 655 slack lorhs .
colin and en ask us to qo first .
HEY you two steading right .
hey come on thrr no ndds to hide x:
LOLS .
dden me,karhoe,wen,sito,josie went to spy on them wahahas .
it was damn exciting . wanted to see wat are they doing behind us .LOLS .
maybe we can post at the TEENAGE mazagine this mths .?
LOLS .
but it was tiring . we manage to took some video abt them .
obcos the result is not wat we really expect haas .
after slack at void deck till 12 lorhs .
cos josie birthday we plan to wack her upps .
obcos we didn't cos we are too qood to have done that . :D
just swing her ardd front and back wahahas .
it just damn funny .
and went to try on alfred rented car hyundai.
cool man . colin and alfred took turn driving ardd the carpark .
i was honour to have sit beside them . COOL .
haas . dden josie and i went back wid alfred car
reach hme qoinqq 1 le . shower and i went to slqq :D
nthh really special happen today .
WHOO . ! lonqq man my "interesting" story. :D
cheers frens :D

2008-05-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

HEY :D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY (:
hmms today went to grandma hse lorhs .
at 11plus in the morinqq LOLS .
ytdd drink till shaqq jiu qo slqq le lorhs .
LOLS .
we went thrr by bus . *161 lorhs .
b4 we qo we went to buy sthh for grandma and mummy LOLS .
haas .
hmms dden when we reach thrr so less pple .
we're too early man !! cousin stil haben reach lorhs .
sibeii siian . qo watch soccer dden haas . LOLS .
after that they come we play PSP soccer .
match link LOLS . so lonqq nbrr play .
i lost two matches WTH !
all lost to penalty lorhs . fucking cheat .
dden after that went smoking with lao sister haas .
qo buy drink chit chat lorhs .
we so lonqq nbrr chat le . she work at nitex .
in the morninqq i wake ups she stil slqqin .
LOLS . no choice i miss her haas .
went ups to grandma hse aqain dden jiu tok to 4th aunt
wahahas . ohs her family oso qott problem .
let her relax lorhs . peii her chat .
hmms dden went dinner after that drink wine aqain .
SUCK man . i don noe how to drink .
feel lykk pukinqq LOLS . x:
CHEE BYE ! fucking pple gif us fucking face .
KNS . nbcb .
you think we will steal ur thing mehs .?
we no money oso won steal PLS .
feel lykk wacking him man . !
iib not becos ob grandma i oso won qo ups lorhs .
i won gif respect to you this type ob pple .
cos i won gif a FUCKING DAMN .
all my aunt was fuckinqq piss off by his attitude .
spoil the whole family mood .
CCB . arghh . !
went hme by cab actually is bus dde .
but we have to qet sthh at woodlands so we took cab instead .
and it sway dde lorhs . we actually board the whole bus . *913
qo don noe whrr end upp in interchqe . FUCK
so end ups late at hme .
sudd devil sms me . i was shocked .
all e best for ur O'LVL cheer ups :D
arghh . !!

so piss off .

2008-05-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

WHOO . a bay day for someone .
it's a auntie frm other outlet larhs .
her staff qo sell cigg to underage FRENS .
thanks to her . auntie have to fine ups to $10,000
WTH right . !!
30% frm store operator . ($3000)
20% frm company . ($2000)
50% frm staff that sold the cigg . ($5000)
can de lorhs . suck man . no choice .
wat done is done .
anyway . today went to work .
i saw my gan's LOLS .
she qoinqq work too lorhs . ask her buy water don wan .
dotx . come on just support man . !
steady abits . x:
and auntie cat nbrr come . so i've to work counter today .
so bored man . ARGHH .! but it all over .
nxt wkks work one day only lorhs . which is friday .
so tired i seriously ndds someone to be thrr for me .
i know time cant qo back .
what left? lingering . sighs . ilu
i'm seriously sorry .
i ndds rest . sighs . i miss her really loads . ):
hey come on why i EMO sudd .
anyway hope things qo well for her . cheer :D
dden after work went movie widd brother lorhs .
LOLS .
we went for the show . ehhs . (*DRILLBIT) at woodlands.
ke yi de lorhs . damn loads human .
wahahas . so funny man .
i will gif rating bout 4star haas . LOLS .
damn fucking lame lorhs . really can . (:
hmms tmll qoinqq hougang lorhs .
cos mother's day mahs . qo thrr celebrate i guess .
since new yr till nw i have not been back .
i miss grandma :D
update soon .

imu, ilu, inu *
sorry .

2008-05-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

WHOO .!
today dde work is finally over man .
so shaqq sighs . but lucky stil qott something someone
letting me qo on bravely .
i hope thing can turn out really fine . (:
hmms .
tml stil have to work lehs . DAY shift .
nxt friday oso siian . 11am-7pm ..
today heard mayflower sec 1 boy come steal MAPLE.prepaid card ytdd
i was lykk WTH .!
$10.70 so waste money . opps .
hope doesn't offend maple.childish player LOLS .
police case nw as school wanted us to make a police report .
so stupid . no money don play lorhs .
will die mehs .? that boy de future is ruin just liddat .
so tired i qoinqq slq . :D

i still love her today . (:
hope she know . byebye .

2008-05-08T21:24:00.004+08:00

HEYHEYHEYHEY :D
you noe something .?
i really can never expect this man . WTH !!
hope nthh hpn these fews days . :D
thanks . (:
frens you all wanna know..?
(*I DON SAY LEHHS.*)
what about today . LOLS .
qo skol early in the morning lorhs .
dden i purposely went out early becos i don wanna squeeze widd HUMAN .
omgg .!
in the end i make thing worst . i shldd slack .
LOLS .
anw i manage to qet in the 3rd train .
reach dover muz wait bus aqain .
YAHH . squeeze aqain . can wan lorhs . siian 1/2
actually today lesson end at 5 dde .
i and frens 12 jiu say byebye le .
sibeii siian .
and dden reach hme 5 plus liddat jiu qo out widd frens le . (:
qo slack lorhs . tok cock .
dden qot one malay guy come ask me whether i qott see a soccer ball.
dden i told them rubbish anyhow point LOLS .
actually i oso don noe . LOLS .
bad right .
but i don gif a damn for malay pple . x:
psps ahs .
just reach hme niia .
damn funny man . (don mistaken ohs) :D
we're just friends (:
LOLS LOLS . LOLS LOLS .
tml muz work .
amk lorhs . huge amount ob HUMAN aqain .
tmll work 11am-7pm lorhs .
sat work days-shift .
muz earn money lehs haas . (:
update soon :D

ilu stil today . :D
hope eberiitinqq fine for you . :D
takecare . *

2008-05-08T06:36:00.004+08:00

don doubt me, don mistaken me.
i've not lie to you since the day i've met you.
you can don trust me, don believe in me not anymore.
but god know wat i'm doinqq . may someday you will understdd .
even iib you dont, i won force you to ease ur hatre towards me .
i beg you, i please you, i cry for you .
wanted to explain all those misunderstanding .
but no chances are spared .
why does we have to end ups in such a way everiityme .
and all you see isn't wat you think .
you will never know my heart . never will you .
you always thot i let people have bad impression about you.
i just don know why.
i'm sorry . just let me be the bad guys in ur life .
*picture lie, words are fake, promises are meant to be broken.
sighs .
i just wonder why . :(

2008-05-07T18:31:00.003+08:00

HEY. :D
morning i qot sms.
frm gan's, grace and zhuzhu.
dden jiu sms alonqq the way too . ARGHH!
today is sure a boring day .
went to school at 12 cos start at 1 .
so slack slack stil can reach thrr early lehs .
reach klas t`cher start lesson le .
dden ask us do this and that LOLS .
and i don gif a damn bout him (he simply suck) x:
HOR HOR HOR HOR that wat he owae say .

i stil prefer 3pm dde lesson haas . LOLS .
see my frens play viwawa (WAHJONG). dotx almost whole klas .
maybe i shldd register haas . ***
ivan was shouting wat he wan to throw
* yi tong, sia etc and (chee bye)
haas .
when eberiibody was playing so happy
and didn't realise it 5pm haas . so out the school we qo .
dden joyce my aka sister tell me our klas qot one gal wan my no's
dden i was lykk dots =.= . i don wan history to appear aqain haas .
cos i've someone in heart ardly. she's owae in my heart (:
nobody can replace her . :D
nbrr qo work as brother say it enuff pple .
cos he arrange for me wat . anw THANKS haas .
LOLS .
after tmll lesson it will be wkksend le .
so fast lehs LOLS . sunday mother's day lehs . :D
haas.
friday and sat workinqq .
and there goes one wkks . haas .

smile yahh :D

2008-05-06T20:45:00.004+08:00

life isn't easy as you look .
it qet tougher and tougher each single days.!
LOVE hurt too .
ur LOVE ones left you too (someday) for someone else. ?
even PROMISES both's make have broken.
and when close FRIENDS betray/backstab you
and parent YELL lykk nobody business.
but you always try, but you'll never qet enough for them.
and you will owae wonder why .
life sometime suck .

2008-05-06T19:14:00.005+08:00

HEY :D i'm back
LOLS .
let say bout ytdd . those pic ytdd take dde .
stil qott loads dde but lazy to put le .
mafan lehs here . one by one .
half a yrs gone LOLS .
ytdd is monday suppose qoinqq to skol dde .
but ite don feel lykk qoinqq siian mahs . x:
LOLS .
dden wait till 3plus qo out with gan's LOLS .
meet her tampines lorhs . dden qo buy stupid bubble tea haas .
jiu went to wait for bus le 65 to bugis first .
as i promised to have to visit eberii end ob mths to praypray. (:
dden we took one hours to reach bugis .
after we pray jiu qo ps le lorhs .
gan's wan to buy stuff mahs . and i'm damn hungry LOLS .
went to eat nasi lemak lorhs . $4.50
nice e chilli cool . haas ..
i eat rice she eat mee siam(dry)
LOLS .
it look so dry man .
after that jiu went to buy drink jiu head to somerset le .
cos gan's meeting somebody her kor .
chit chat thrr lorhs . so i went to smoke . haas .
after 20minutes abtt 7.30pm went to find jolene .
one yrs since we meet lehs
after macpherson ite, she's a manager at shaw house.
working at long john haas . LOLS .
dden qo smoke aqain chat chat .
jolene say nxt time pei me da beer LOLS .
set . :D
after went buy beer drink aqain wahahas .
chat damn loads tinqq at stair.
WTH the stair was damn fucking smelly .
LOLS .
jolene qood intros haas .
chat till ten liddat jiu went hme by train le lorhs .
haas .
we'll meet ups soon .
cheer ups gan's :D
i love them (:

today have to qo skol lehs .
feeling suck lorhs . somemore so sway .
aircon spoil in the class WTH .
sweat for 3bloody hours .
we nag at teacher dden can manage to qo hme early LOLS .
dotx .
update soon :D

2008-05-06T18:31:00.007+08:00

STUPID FOOLS block us . :D

STOP THAT PLEASE LOLS .

DRINK is to numb myself .

DON smoke w/o me. FUCK sia

gan's :D

HEY :D
LOOK niice .? LOLS .

2008-05-05T08:56:00.005+08:00

熄灯前心里是在想谁的脸
会不会偶尔对我怀念
旧照片是否还在你的床边
曾经的你被时间改变
太多往事已经匆匆走过
原来你并没有错
只是我的脆弱

我一年又一年
一天又一天
*是你的离别让我用眼泪了解
我让自己闭上双眼
怎么你还会在夜里出现

心里面想一个人成了习惯
空空的房间我又打扫一遍
太多故事我已经不想重演
我站在远边
看着你渐渐走远
哦回忆从此陪我失眠
找到所有爱的理由
怎么没有办法走到
最后

that what i really feel lykk saying . :D
LOVE isn't that easy as you think .
and the 张韶涵angela song is delicate for her(mq)
i stil love you . i hope you stil know .

2008-05-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

HEY . !
i'm back . LOLS .
so tired today went many places worr .
haas .
meet mei at 11plus at amk lorhs .
dden e weather was lykk WTH man !
dden e first place we went is to Marina Square damn lonqq nbrr qo thrr le .
chqe alot . is last yrs since i qo thrr .
we chat alot alonqq e way lorhs . so many fun we having WTH .
bu yao lame lehs . (:
after tat we first tinqq jiu qo buy movie ticket
cos i long wanted to watch the "forbidden kingdom"
start at two dden it just only 1plus .
we two jiu qo eat MAC lorhs . haas .
i qo buy but actually wanted two student meals dde
but she don haff ez-link
dotx lehs .. no choice lorhs . LOLS .
dden after tat chat and eat at the same time .
that call multi-tasking wahahas .
finish our food stil qott damn loads time .
it prove we're stil early man .
so ask her peii miie qo smoke smoke haas . LOLS .
after tat jiu went to *gents and ladies*
haas .
went in and find our sit .
as the show is starting .
e show damn nice worr . super lame .
can you imagine they speaking english in tat movie LOLS .
english speaking worst dden mine . x:
soon the movie finish le . haas .
i was lykk bearing my urine lorhs .
so urgent haas . x: drink too much water le lorhs .
went shop aqain buy perfume for myself .
pei mei buy two too . for her and her mum LOLS .
nice man e smell wahahas .
went suntec aftertat . chqe loads too thrr . actually nth to shop de .
just walk walk only qo buy drink p lay awhile piano at carrefour .
jiu went to drink beer ..
buy two cakes alonqq the way . $2.60 each .
so nice lorhs . mango and chocolate fudge.
drink and tok tok tok tok tok abtt damn loads thinqq .
feel so comfort to have someone beside you .
hearing you gifing you advise . it really nice .
LOLS .
i really feel better nw le lorhs .
after tat qo mei mother shop dden jiu qo wait bus hme le .
LOLS haas .
nitex . a nice day . :D

smile yahhs.

2008-05-04T08:28:00.004+08:00

HEY :D
wondering why so early i dden wake up right .?
actually i oso don noe why . haas . LOLS .
eight plus only worr .
so come in bloqq bloqq and chqe those thing that was past. haas .
simply cant slqq . ytdd went for a drink . :D

think about alots of tinqq ytdd, cos sometime in life you've ups and down
wat i having now is sure down period . sighs.
not all the thing qo as what you wish .
and i ask myself isn't LOVE shldd feel happy being happy 2tgt every single days?
even iib you're stress o even busy till you can forqet urself .?
i simply don tink so .
cos it just how you managed ur timetable .
i can blame no one but myself . haas .
i now realised wat i really wan .
what i've before isn't wat i wan really .
i just wan a simple r/s and a qood caring gf .
spending down and high time 2tgt dde partner (:
let fate decide . (:
i will stil qo on widd my single carefree life LOLS .
watever i do i sure i won regret this time.
i will stay happy eberiiday LOLS .

#so wo bu hui zai wei le shui *cry

lucky i qot a bunch of qood frens . listening and care for me .
thot i and them have lost contact since so lonqq .
thank pei-ing me till so late . (:
*you noe whus you are haas . LOLS
lata stil qoinqq out widd frens haas .
will update lata . :D

2008-05-03T18:57:00.001+08:00

if i and you are meant to be together for a lifetime , den the short period of seperation sbd be nothing (:

iLOVEyou precious . <3

2008-05-03T17:46:00.002+08:00

back today :D
haas . bad days for me .
early in the morning shower nose bleed .
didn't noe why lehs . dden cough lykk hell .
tink wan die le lorhs . so shaqq ):
but dden haff to work . xinku man! x:
do planogram aqain today, slowly slowly do till work is finally over
but today work quite enjoyable cos wif diff workinqq partner haas .
LOLS .
the auntie thrr iis 44yrs old le lehs . single .
but she damn not lykk 44yrs old .
lykk 30plus niia . quite pretty . don worry "no interest in auntie" x:
LOLS haas .
dden work till wan released tat time doraemon come our store .
loads ob children come take foto widd it haas .
reach hme bout four plus . (:
after tml jiu skol aqain . i don wan tat feeling .
quite sadd larhs .
but have to accept the facts right LOLS .
nbms lorhs .
tml qoinqq out widd frens, pei me qo buy pants LOLS .

*how i wish i can see you now .!
*hao xiang ni . hai shi hen ai ni .

2008-05-02T18:52:00.002+08:00

爱情是一本存折零存快乐
每天查询有多少的余额
你设下难猜密码把自己锁著
既然给你的我就不会舍不得
我没有借口去预支你的自由
也没有理由為了偿还爱的承诺
放弃你的天空
爱你很多很多
只想存给你快乐
却提了更多寂寞
存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有
思念却让我贫穷
还有多少青春可以挥霍对爱的执著
就让泪水轻轻慢慢流
再驀然回首
:D